thunderette

Thought I was in love with you, now I'm fucking done with you Thought my heart was painted gold, you grabbed a brush, and made it blue Thought that we were something, I just figured we could start anew Thought our shit was solid, but it ended up just falling through And what's the point in that I gave you everything, it ended up falling flat Give you the world, but you said that you are not ready yet I was the person, and the best that you were gonna get I didn't wanna die, I didn't wanna live I was feeling lost and you didn't even help with it You were like a drug, I have to admit How'd it feel so good and yet you made me feel like shit World had frozen over and all I could feel was gloom Nowhere else to go, I couldn't even leave the room I was falling down, I needed help, and it was you Talking on the phone, what I was looking forward to I remember I was driving 'round, inside the fucking 'stang It's ironic, it was raining, and my tears, they did the same I was fighting off my demons, I was fighting off my pain Wasn't picking up my calls when I felt like I'd gone insane But the time that I had with you, it was great Hard to love a girl when she was never straight I've been thinking this experience was fate Can you love a girl if all you feel is hate Thought I was in love with you, now I'm fucking done with you Thought my heart was painted gold, you grabbed a brush, and made it blue Thought that we were something, I just figured we could start anew Thought our shit was solid, but it ended up just falling through And what's the point in that I gave you everything, it ended up falling flat Give you the world, but you said that you are not ready yet I was the person, and the best that you were gonna get I was screaming out for help, my lungs were filling up with water I was falling in a hole, and I could feel me falling farther Did you care about me, this is something that I ponder I was struggling to live, and you didn't even seem to bother Heart was like an instrument, I know you like to play Never showing love, you never gave me time of day Falling into shambles, and my heart in disarray Made out with your friend so I could feel some type of way Time it's flying by, look up at the light I became a star, put that on the eye Now I wanna live, cuz I'm shinning bright Look at what you did, I was always right You can talk to Emily, I've been making companies Stacking up my bread and now there's lots of it in front of me Did it all with Philly V, people tryna talk to me Look at what you made after you said that you're done with me (You bitch, oh my god)