Godspeed

Look Been a minute, needed time to get my mind right but I'm back now, been out for a short Time Would've thought I needed more time Heavy on it, we was putting work in like it's overtime We was moving like it's wartime Cruising toward the beach, moving eighty in a four-five Trying to clear up what's on my mind Stepping in the sand, I was walking by the shoreline Thinking bout you, how I'm gonna get you up on your time My young nigga hit the road, I tell him godspeed Now I'm by myself, and there ain't nobody beside me Trying to watch them backstabbers, watching who behind me Got a lot of blessings on the way, perfect timing Praying lately cuz I know I need the Lord to guide me Even if it aches I got a good heart inside me Had it with the hard times, please don't remind me Please don't remind me No, please don't remind me Please don't remind me Lately I been on my own, trying to process Knew I wasn't gon be normal ever since my mom left Trying to know myself, it's like a problem I can't solve yet I'm just doing me, they trying to make this shit a contest Couldn't make a leap until I started making small steps Moving through this life just like I hit them with a hop step Ever since a kid I kept it real, I kept it honest Even through them days it wasn't sun, it was the darkest And I ain't trying to say that like I came up from the gutter But we human, I can't sit and act like I don't ever struggle I was misunderstood cuz all I wanted was to hustle But the dreams I was dreaming would turn my vision to a tunnel Dealt with demons through my life, sometimes it's hard to turn to God Hard to be positive when the negative was all I saw Just because we might've fallen off, don't mean I hope you fall You ain't on my team but that don't mean I don't wanna see you ball Nowadays it's like you out here moving real then you lost And if you been moving fake, it's like they give you more applause My lil woadie told me fuck em, he said you gon be a star Going hard for my fam cuz they the reason, they the cause On my timing, so I know that I don't need to check the clock My time is money I use wisely but I sure don't know the cost It was getting hard to focus, couldn't see right through the fog But I had to keep on going, had to do it for my dawg My young nigga hit the road, I tell him godspeed Now I'm by myself, and there ain't nobody beside me Trying to watch them backstabbers, watching who behind me Got a lot of blessings on the way, perfect timing Praying lately cuz I know I need the Lord to guide me Even if it aches I got a good heart inside me Had it with the hard times, please don't remind me Please don't remind me