Pick Me Up

Keep on running in circles Thinking there ain't no way out Been face down in the dirt so high Know that it's a long way down So Pick me up just pick me up Get me high and hold me down Just Pick me up just pick me up Get me high and hold me down Just pick me up just pick me Imma be up till late Guess I ain't coming home Take some shots to the brain Till the walls all red then Im fucking ghost I can't recognise my face Can't set aside my woes Woah Tell them If I die today They be setting my lines in stone You better be sending me all my flowers Better not be digging up all my dirt Better go tell em I made mistakes But better not tell em that's all I'm worth Tell em my best was far from perfect Couple niggas only saw my worst Some lessons were hard to learn coz I was tryna get my money sorted first I was way too busy to think about changing Way too young to think about ageing Wasn't too low to think about highs They saw my eyes as soon as I came in Always thought I'd pass away early Watch the way my pupils dilate I was acting anti at the function Just antagonising my fate Some guys advising I call it quits Dunno who the fuck they thought this is Fantasised about the better days Thought that there was nothing more than this Never was the type to fall in line Always been the type to slip and fall Didn't swerve when I saw the signs No way to turn once you've missed em all So I I I I Keep on running in circles Thinking there ain't no way out Been face down in the dirt so high Know that it's a long way down So Pick me up just pick me up Get me high and hold me down Just Pick me up just pick me up Get me high and hold me down Just pick me up just pick me I don't feel the love as much as the hate well I'm guessing that's just how it goes So sick of listening in to every conversation this paranoias getting old What you wanna know I don't tell em nothing Keep my mouth closed Still getting fed up with the stress Swear Im so full of it and they know Gotta keep shit sugarcoated it's sweet Just hope the limelight's getting close When I closed my eyes I could taste it It was on the tip of my tongue when i spoke Nowadays when I find the words They can't get past this lump in my throat I'll be just fine when I make it If I eat my words then I'll choke Tried living in the moment at the moment I'm broke Spending every penny that I'm making on So why would I be spending any time right here Gotta get distracted only way that I cope There's a lot of things that I fear None of them are gonna make me slow down I've been running ducking my demons I wanna line em all up in a row now Got this constant feeling Can't breathe in Still in hell Souls so freezing Gotta find balance to climb out But the odds are so uneven Vices got hold on me so Even though I'm told I don't need em When I turn my back they know I ain't leaving That's why I I I I Keep on running in circles Thinking there ain't no way out Been face down in the dirt so high Know that it's a long way down So Pick me up just pick me up Get me high and hold me down Just Pick me up just pick me up Get me high and hold me down Just pick me up just pick me