Confessions

Had to relax Remember all my selfish ways So I detox Roll a 3.5 And I meditate Pray for better days Use all my losses As motivation Might’ve fell off But I bounced back Call it dedication Cuz I know That You know You won’t understand Took some time away I came back a better man Blocked out old news I Focus on what’s relevant Don’t care for competition I don’t care who I’m better than Y’all boys be Exposing Y’all moves These niggas letterman But I don’t follow trends No new friends I won’t let em in You a ungrateful lil bitch I let that settle in Girl You played ya role But fuck it That’s irrelevant can’t hold a grudge Was wit it was pouring all my feelings In all kind of drugs Giving all I got And It’s just not enough Now I’m Giving up my spot And That’s just BCuz (Hook) Got her feeling on me Lovin on ya body Used To rub it slowly So Why You frontin Like you love me But You for the moment I was wrong To say I love you When I wasn’t all in Damn. This just a part Of my confessions You walk a mile In my shoes You Learn 1000 lessons I keep 2 shootas By my side I Call em Smith and Wesson Call d roc He speak the truth He talk I gtta listen (Hook) Hardaway Sunshine On rainy days What about all my pain? They say smokin Keep the pain away I light my spliff I blast off Then I fade away Don’t plan on comin back The weekend just bring Saturdays (sadder days) No I wasn’t always hurt Love Got the best of me I can’t open my heart That love mean less to me (Hook) -verse2- (Pause) My heart December 2nd I chose not to open up I suffer from depression I cried 11 days (I know) A different kind of stressing IF YOU FEEL HE BETTER FOR YOU I ain’t blocking blessings I’m choosing Me first Don’t try to hit a reverse They see you doin well without em Then bust Uturns My momma say she proud Of me She say Boy you earned it I walk alone In this life The lessons I’m learning You wasn’t for me From the start Don’t wanna paint the Picture I brush it off Been through it all I ain’t them Otha niggas Push me away Like I ain’t nun You said you loved a nigga I say whatever I ain’t the type That’s gon argue wit you I shed a tear For every loss Brodie I really miss you My brodie’s soldiers Call me pete Just kno they Keep a pistol My hands stay clean Cuz I’m the ticket Cool kids handle issues But Who can heal this pain You caused I won’t forgive You (Hook) Got her feeling on me Lovin on ya body Used To rub it slowly So Why You frontin Like you love me But You for the moment And I was wrong To say I love you When I wasn’t all in Damn. This just a part Of my confessions You walk a mile In my shoes Yu Learn 1000 lessons I keep 2 shootas By my side And Call em Smith and Wesson Call d roc He speak the truth He talk I gtta listen (Hook) Hardaway Sunshine On rainy days What about all my pain? They say smokin Keep the pain away I light my spliff I blast off Then fade away Don’t plan on comin back The weekend just bring sadder days No I wasn’t always hurt Love Got the best of me I can’t open my heart That love mean less to me (Hook)