Bad relationships

I got Tensai on a beat Tensai Jeffery Ey yhea ey Borrowed some money from my bro Said I would pay him back but I'm still broke They say my lines are dope But the fact is they can't pay no bills yhea Spent a lot of time in the booth Tryna write something that they can't feel yhea I been in the grind for a while tryna rhym for some money but they don't stream that yhea For real Don't tell me chill Don't tell me I need the money like a pill to heal ey If you owe pay me before we have bad relations yhea I got girls who love me but we cannot have relationships Things upon my mind are too strong they cannot relate to shit The ghetto was too small for me thats when I knew I had to shift I'm Bearley getting high but when I do I launch a spaceship Different flows in each and every song I like to shape shift. I ain't felt good in a long time (long run) Shit I been on swear would make my mama cry (my mama cry) I been in the grind for a long time (for a long time) If I said im good again then I'd be lying I been in some bad bad bad relationship (with my self) Bad bad bad relationships (with God) Bad bad bad relationships (with my fam) Bad bad bad relationships (and my fans Yhea Said I won't smoke but I'm at it again Said I won't fuck but I'm in it again I get so tempted and then I attempted The pussy attended But then I regret it They said that im single and I shouldn't be stressing they don't understand My morals and values are sticking with God But it ain't so easy when im with my thoughts Thats when it gets dark The demons are knocking i open up the door I'm closing the bible neglecting the truth I'm in a bad relationship with God I'm in a bad relationship with Fas I ain't the type to be fishing for complements I do the most but I ain't finding my confidence Praise me and I think its crazy When im out here im doubting myself Yhea I do whats wrong for whats right (wrong) Deep in my thoughts there's a fight (fight) Sometimes I feel like im lacking the discipline Devil within me like to dwell on pleasure The nigga got me loosing all of my treasures Automatic activation like a tesla Autopilot brain landing on regrets Did the same mistake just to please the flesh with no fucken light Now I do the time in my brain cell Locked up in my thoughts Im a mad man fighting batman in my nightmares I ain't felt good in a long time (long run) Shit I been on swear would make my mama cry (my mama cry) I been in the grind for a long time (for a long time) If I said im good again then I'd be lying I been in some bad bad bad relationship (with my self) Bad bad bad relationships (with God) Bad bad bad relationships (with my fam) Bad bad bad relationships (and my fans) Wubba lubba dubba dup dup yhea I could use a rum rum yhea Need to feel numb numb Need to feel yum yum yhea I could use a rum rum yhea Need to have fun fun Baby girl suck some yhea Make nigga cum cum yhea Touch me like Samsung Show me your bum bum yhea Tell me bout no love love yhea No a nigga young young Though I get dumb dumb yhea Im tryna get tough tough I could chose to suffer the pain of regret or the pain of discipline I could chose to go out my way of or the future with some benefits Eenie meenie miney mo Pleasure or the pain I been in some bad bad bad relationship (with my self) Bad bad bad relationships (with God) Bad bad bad relationships (with my fam) Bad bad bad relationships (and my fans yhea) I been in some