In My Dreams

Is anybody listening? Anybody? I'm living writing songs with my homies Shouts 12 and young Noey, yeah I'm trying to make a million dollars But I don't wanna be a phony I just don't know if I should Be myself or hide I'll make that million faster If I'm someone they like And if I keep it real will they realize? I hope I entertain you allow me in your life Through the media on the TV screens I'm afraid of ya but you're in my dreams I fall asleep i lie awake I hold on to all my mistakes On your TV screens i'm afraid of ya But you're in my dreams Look at me on this stage watch me sing I need your approval ‘Cause it might bring Me happiness, uh that's what I hope for That when I leave here I don't leave it at the door ‘Cause we live for an audience Give them what they want Watch me smile and dance I live for your love Through the media on the TV screens I'm afraid of ya but you're in my dreams I fall asleep i lie awake I hold on to all my mistakes On your TV screens i'm afraid of ya But you're in my dreams Feeling like a zombie I'm asleep when I'm awake Letting go of things I used to Feel the need to take My energy my enemy and best friend My memories ahead of me my best friend, aye Surrounded by associates and less friends My phone is up on silent I neglect them I used to want your love The way it validated me But now the shit contaminated me, yeah Hallelujah hallelujah I was worried I would lose ya Every piece you put together in my future But I knew you had to do it ‘Cause you laying every brick I'm Using for this movement thank you Through the media on the TV screens I'm afraid of ya but you're in my dreams I fall asleep i lie awake I hold on to all my mistakes On your TV screens i'm afraid of ya But you're in my dreams