Kidulthood

[Intro] Words on worth Breathe and grow [Chorus] I been feelin' like a grown-up, a grown up Tryna find my way I'm so stuck I'm so fucked up I been feelin' like a grown-up, a grown up Tryna find my way I'm so stuck I'm so [Verse 1] Thinkin' bout how I'm gon pay my bills Never sober, still all about that thrill Thinkin' bout the future that's when shit get real Really shoulda finished college but I got that knowledge And I can't conform Can't go back to the way that I was before, no That I was before They don't want to see nobody grow Introverted please leave me alone Doper than what you got on the stove Never let nobody take control Ay, when I don't know where to go Spent all my money on dro, and still, I feel so alone Somebody just hit my phone But I don't even wanna speak Too much shit going on, I been feeling the fatigue Everybody want the money give a fuck about your dream Do it for the Gram, mix the xan with the lean Cause y'all niggas ain't patient y'all on a wave I'm on a whole another wavelength Gravity holding me down, thinkin' about escapin' Wasn't on a homie around when I needed savin' So save it, rose that grew from the pavement Keep the blunts in rotation Head in the clouds, I'm in the spaceship Ain't no one ahead of me now, relocating Cause I need the nature and I need the trees Trees, I need the breeze Need to unwind and be free Cause I been just struggling, husslin' barely survivin' and dyin' to breath Yeah, I been dyin' to breath they said it get better It seem they been lyin' to me [Chorus] I been feelin' like a grown-up, a grown up Tryna find my way I'm so stuck I'm so fucked up I been feelin' like a grown-up, a grown up Tryna find my way I'm so stuck I'm so... [Verse 2] Once again I won't pretend The present tense is such a gift And I'm on ten, I'm heaven sent I'm gettin' bent, the worryin', it never ends I got some friends, I cause a shift I'm negative, I'm positive, I'm lots of shit I'm educated, ignorant I'm lost inside my consciousness I'm poor, I'm rich, I'm elevated, off the shits And I don't think I'm gonna make it Indigo with the flow But it gets kinda scary when you know what I know Tryna stay woke with ya eyes wide closed Ain't no president gettin' my vote Ain't no change in my residence niggas still broke They don't want to see nobody grow Introverted please leave me alone [Chorus] I been feelin' like a grown-up, a grown up Tryna find my way I'm so stuck I'm so fucked up I been feelin' like a grown-up, a grown up Tryna find my way I'm so stuck I'm so... I been feelin' like a grown-up, a grown up Tryna find my way I'm so stuck I'm so fucked up I been feelin' like a grown-up, a grown up Tryna find my way I'm so stuck I'm so