DOOR BETWEEN US (MAROON)

This was sposed to be on Colored But I never let it go I didn't know if it would go or ever give some hope I set a goal, express some more Don't let em stress your rope You'll never know who listening I'm givin in to pressures at the door This is the perfect time to say I haven't been myself I dissected my soul in three parts and made a cover Three times a year they choose to converse wit each other And make a deal to break the seal on rooms I've yet discovered This is my opportunity To rap like it's my last time before the opps come shoot at me nightmares stopped in June and now I'm only dreaming lucidly More control My power to range emotions Mighty morph a soul Could've chose violence thrice but chose the cordial role And no one gave me credit or pat on the back But it's definitely all my fault if I choose to attack I've had a loved one ignore me while I rotted away I've made leap and bounds for you you not entertained So low that the floor could reach us I would hold you right now but there's a door between us Whatchu want is complicated you say it's the same I've seen you pray for sun and then look for shade when it came I wish God had told me bout him creating your brain I wish I knew while I was meditating Everybody's hopes and dreams and they expectations A year ago today I'd almost quit and fallen short How could you see me goin this hard and not support They would never know the price of air or see our stress George Floyd died, the video released on set I seen an activist retweet it said redeem what's left I seen the clip and said that's what I need to be on next, that's-- I'm passing out groceries to the families on the south side Next to some city legends we never made it about pride No one tryna rap not a lick, just passin bags and that's it No shine or glory just passin formula to women wit kids That type of story bruh Imagine someone walking by that's poor and couldn't see us Cuz we too proud in our privilege and put a door between us Imagine Imagine me choosing violence to lift an entire issue The vapors from my weapon leave Vics while they cry in tissues In light of clearing air tryna purify mindless vigils The truth is your body gets humid if fire hitchu The truth is your body gets humid if fire hitchu The vapors from the gun The Vic's from what I'd done The truth is your body get humid if fire hitchu You put a door between us while I cried and it seems I'm a lot stronger cuz of it but why is it me Stressin over all the things you don't realize till you see There's a balance in it all while I fight you at peace There's a balance in it all while I cry you in glee There's a balance in it all if I fly you use feet There's a balance in it all you say I I say we And when my EKG goes flat there's a spike in my streams This door between us has yet to make our hearts grow fonder It's just something bout RIPs that make yo songs go harder I know I know