Hollywood Tears

Ask me why I do it wouldn't have an answer for you Been around the hooks like my name was De La Hoya Leave this off the books please don't tell my next employer Cause I'm feeling shook that I can't ignore you Man has said the greatest have energy that's contagious But nowadays I'm berated, persuaded by all my haters A mountain to climb for ages I'm strapping up by my boots with the double knots When the going gets going get going, don't ever stop Yeah the party just started, but the parties about to end So finish up your cup and be a slut and get it in Cause soon enough when you grow up and working for the man And you got hell of homies, but not one friend And maybe that's just me And they'll tell me I'm tripping I talk shit cause I know the clique won't even listen But I know that they hear it and now it's clear there's a difference So I'm going to spit it out the best way I can It's how I'm feeling baby All my struggles in my life made me right Besides a few, who still on sight So to make amends and say that I'm with them it would be hype Because I tried forgiving and it only made me fight So I'll grow old and gray but I'll never grow tight The more I preach, man, the more you flight And mama told me, Be great son, don't know why you're riddled with fear Ma they think this is an act but these ain't Hollywood Tears I'm gone Think this is an act but these ain't Hollywood Tears I'm gone You think this, you think t-think this, you think t-think this, gone Think this is an act but these ain't Hollywood Tears I'm gone So I heard the wise man hardly ever spoke at all Then I took the wise man and I went and broke his balls All they hear is broken bells Flowing like a broken stall Had to beat it up, to meat it up, to beat it up Now stop it, the gossip May be so, like to think I'm pass it Same motherfuckers I love Same ones who talk shit Same motherfuckers I hug Same ones who laugh with People who don't know me and still call themselves my homie So I'm quick to bitch, I'm lonely Ain't no marketing scheme You can switch the picture on me, see a marvelous dream But load the larder with cream Mrs. Carter she might care Because right now, feeling like a beautiful nightmare Let bygones be bygones Right-ons be right-ons Let pi kapps be pi kapps who're going to ask what I'm on Tell them that fun shit, that dumb shit that Ricon That same wave you vibe on, is not one I ride on Tracks I lay pipe on, hope it entice you Why only like me only if I was more like you Why only like me only if I was to write you Something spiteful, ambitious, it'd be a bite full All my struggles in my life made me right Besides a few, who still on sight So to make amends and say that I'm with them it would be hype Because I tried forgiving and it only made me fight So I'll grow old and gray but I'll never grow tight The more I preach, man, the more you flight And mama told me, Be great son, don't know why you're riddled with fear Ma they think this is an act but these ain't Hollywood Tears I'm gone Think this is an act but these ain't Hollywood Tears I'm gone You think this, you think t-think this, you think t-think this, gone Think this is an act but these ain't Hollywood Tears I'm gone