Silent Child

I don't wanna be bothered, that's when they wanna be there for me Im wrong when it's not my intention, trynna set my life, why can't you see? Be In my head, conversating like they be responding He got no manners, out the way, it seem like that's not what they wanting Keep it together cause I cant let it keep it haunting You 'posed to be there for to calm me Bitch say she want me, but the way she act not corresponding I keep it silent cause when I reach out, from them I get no hollering I been on edge lately, trynna hide all the emotion You left, it's not for me to blame, cant pick you up cause I been closing Wanna see how I been doing, bitch had the need to ask me where im going Only up from here, this not the life I want, I needed guidance now I see what they been showing I hurt them all but they can't see I'm trynna prove a point Ain't even possible cause all I do is disappoint Shadows just walking round, catching up while im here moving up from all this coin Hiding out, spilling pain Wipe them tears out your face Believe and you'll see it'll all pay Take them risks and some day All that focus gon' go your way Wondering when shit go up will they betray I don't wanna be bothered, that's when they wanna be there for me Im wrong when it's not my intention, trynna set my life, why can't you see? Be In my head, conversating like they be responding He got no manners, out the way, it seem like that's not what they wanting Keep it together cause I cant let it keep it haunting You 'posed to be there for to calm me Bitch say she want me, but the way she act not corresponding I keep it silent cause when I reach out, from them I get no hollering Shit deeper than you think and shit not what it seems Ever since you left, I forced myself to stay away from lean I just don't get it cause when I try, it's me that you don't need Im done begging you to stay around, I won't get on my knees Speak from the heart when I can't even breath Telling em you fuck with me I can't notice it at all just go on ahead and leave Gods gifted, just a silent child trynna stop from all this bleeding Don't show up out of no where if you not truly fucking with me Hiding out, spilling pain Wipe them tears out your face Believe and you'll see it'll all pay Take them risks and some day All that focus gon' go your way Wondering when shit go up will they betray I don't wanna be bothered, that's when they wanna be there for me Im wrong when it's not my intention, trynna set my life, why can't you see? Be In my head, conversating like they be responding He got no manners, out the way, it seem like that's not what they wanting Keep it together cause I cant let it keep it haunting You 'posed to be there for to calm me Bitch say she want me, but the way she act not corresponding I keep it silent cause when I reach out, from them I get no hollering