​Signs

I want you to kick me, punch me What I'm 'spose do to make you love me? I can't blame you I wouldn't love me neither, yeah And I'm way too fussy I could barely walk out the house with The shit I put on this morning 5 AM, she's still snoring Cross-eyed, I wanna help you but I don't know how I wanna hold you, you said "Not right now" I say "I love you" and you shut me down I can't tell you why I still reach out Yeah, do you believe that I mean it though? Said you're batshit crazy, I Don't mean it though, oh To this meeting, I propose a toast To neglecting those that we Might need the most And I'm sorry for drowning out What I need to hear I can't picture what I looked like yesterday Let alone what I looked like last year I feel horrible I suppose it all settles down Vital signs back to normal ground Cigarettes in this wet crowd Late night at the lost and found I can bike back in streetlights I could stay as long as you like Curled up in the back room I won't fold, we can tell them lies Go to sleep, baby I swear I'll be beside you You can trust everything stay between us two I believe we can make it through this monsoon If you find yourself ensnared Just know I got you White eyes I hope you wake up from this cold night You're looking green, I hope you're alright Don't die she cannot love a long time Maybe it's in your star sign, you decide