I'm Relieved If I'm Being Honest

Imma lover to the end, for you Don't come back for me, Imma come back for you What's a point? what's a joint? Can't get high when I want But I can feel when I flaunt And no ideas will ever conquer, the way I feel Now I'm barely alive, so I'm barely feeling Juiced up, something is happening, it's chronic Ly, that means I love you Still up on the presumption I woulda fucked you But now, you so far away A rainbow road can't even determine the way Okay, back on my rhyming I was like it's hard to resist In this dumb lacking climate Every time I speak, I'm feeling vibrant Now I got to catch a disease, cause I was lying? Or you was lying? one of us is the victim here It can't be me I swore right into your ear Little whispers, lots of crispers Now I'm eating out your sister Shit was that the wrong idea? you was twinning bitches I guess I got both of them, now I'm winning bitches Don't put on a front, you was mine Just with some different bitches A little hitch won't stop me from feeling this paparazzi Now look at me go momma, I'm on T.V and no one can stop me Promoting myself, what a fine night How can you hate me I'm the most loveable out Since loverboy matt had the women by the mouth And now I'm just popping out Every single function I take over Isn't that what life is all about? I guess I was like taking over her But she took me back a few centuries to win back Now I'm back on the track spinning it back All because she broke my heart To her it was stupid fun To me it's a reason to use this gun What a man what a plan You gon' beat me? use the xans, you ain't even twice the man That I am, I'm just facilitating Barely making enough bread to be happy obfuscating Now I'm still the same guy I was 20 minutes ago But it's like I'm happier when the snow ain't blow And I got ideas, part of them I don't know I'm missing the puzzle piece, that connects to me Come back home I'm gonna deck you one, I'm tired of being the man you don't want Mixing ideas here because I might just be queer Because I like doing the stuff most guys should fear I don't know, do I though? Mixing ideas, like where should I go? Am I gonna die? Who really knows Not really me, I'll die after I do a show Endless happiness and all that stuff Never lasts, so I'm promising, my new bitch We won't ever last I guess that's making me feel like I'm having the last laugh I'm taking my last few jabs at the fags who wear black masks You ain't cool, you ain't me I hate you, stop being on my T.V Hater, hater, I'm the biggest SYL hater I'm so critical I don't do anything With what I be making, I'm just a fucking looney tune Cartoon, in the making, they all wanna take it Say "down a few notches" I do the opposite, and I keep walking, keep talking Keep stacking, as if I was happy, now I'm imagining A life where I'm Deniro, as the taxi driver Being the hero, the god complex is starting to peak yo It's starting to peak yo, interest In all these bitches will leave you wanting more I can't facilitate this I can't watch this happen, you gon be the downfall of us It's barely mechanical, how, you wanna die Stop being such a fool, you don't wanna die You said that shit, when you was panic filled Pill riddled and shit, when you got high I remember all the shit you said, before throwing up Your lungs out, cough enough Now you party too much, as a way to mask this stuff Don't peak before us, you peaked before us Now I can't call my bluff I don't think it's enough Where you can't really live by I'm the greatest motherfucker you could ever live by Goodbye Nothings perfect and I'd import that But if I do, exports will extort me for that And I can't be seen in a negative view I wanna be seen so deeply in your view Open my heart as if I was real I hate being seen, drop the scene, forget the reels Always in your line of sight I hate being right, so let me die tonight I let matt feel right so my ego goes down I'm always being up, feeling super frown With no intent to hurt, but I'll do it if I must If I ever lose control, if I ever bite the dust If I ever need a crutch, if death ever becomes a clutch I know I'll just want to rewind Go back to when I was happier I think getting over Julia was the right way to go I'm tired of being the guy who's so hard to resist I just need a relationship with this rhyming shit Don't lose yourself in me Lose yourself in your sanity Buy your way, buy your freedom Hate winning, the cost is seldom And I love myself still, hate myself give me those pills Take these kills, take me at will Take me, for good Take me for stills Don't drop it This rainbow road was never a race