PILLOWCASE

I've been going nowhere Chasing after nothing Something special for me Is coming I just know it Taking time to realize That I'm not all that I Think I am I'm not a man I'm just a boy Cause I wake up every morning and I feel okay Dripping from my eyelids to my pillowcase Cause I can't stand it Took you for granted Always told you that I'm sorry, I still feel the same Didn't think you'd ever come to feel this way But I'm still standing Burning pictures of you inside of my head Sparking a fire all by myself Sparking it twice to keep on getting me high Placing you higher up on the shelf Now I'm placing you higher up like- Cause you're the only one I run to The only one I keep in this space The only one who really wants to Stick by Me (You see here kid You gotta just go for it Don't think about what comes after or what came before You just gotta bend your knees Take a deep breath And jump) Is this all that you want Is this all that you want, my dear Is this all that you want If this is all that you want, then let me know what to do Let me know, to find why You're always on my mind I'd be lying if I said I don't miss you I don't mind if you lay Your mistakes on my name Though it drives me insane tryna fix you Well if it's all just for the best, then I guess But what if all the plays we make end up the same Then oh well (I hear you calling And I'm coming back To you, to you To you) If this is all the thanks that I get I'd rather just be an asshole (Now let's see if we got the facts straight) Maybe if I lost all my shame, my regret I'd get all the things that I asked for If this is all the thanks that I get I'd rather just be an asshole Maybe if I lost all my shame, my regret I'd get all the things that I asked for