War

Feel like a soldier cause this life is war You never know what it could have in store Ain't grow up the best hated being poor Used to steal shit and walk right out the door Ask God for forgiveness for them times before And now I'm rocking Christian I'm talking Dior Don't want no hellcat I want me a Porsche Say peace to you whores take off I'm in sport Everyday that you wake up you gotta fight Cause tomorrow ain't promised you could lose it tonight Life can get taken at the speed of light Trust me I seen this shit with my own eyes I been up grinding for my dreams Since the time I was a teen Want a Bentley and a rolls and a Rari Trying to keep shining for my team Don't need no one to believe Shitting on these niggas and I ain't saying sorry All this weight on my shoulders so imma smoke me a pound Need to quiet these voices so I smoke me some loud Trying to stay afloat cause I'm too scared to drown Devil pulling my feet trying to bring me down Pleaded to God said please help me out Down on my ass and no one around I don't need no one to check on me now Cause who the fuck supposed to come check on me now Left the studio high as shit Driving home almost crashed the whip Fighting demons ain't no pacifist Sippin that drank pour me some activis Tryna be a hero something like a activist Plug my best friend so he ain't taxing shit Tell by the way I talk that I'm passionate Been outdid you niggas ain't keeping track of it Smoke this weed like I breathe this shit Smoke this weed like I need this shit Smoke this weed man I feign this shit So much smoke I can't see this shit When I'm high I get to peeping shit Pay attention to the creeping shit Got it out the mud couldn't try to sweep this shit Feel like a soldier cause this life is war You never know what it could have in store Ain't grow up the best hated being poor Used to steal shit and walk right out the door Ask God for forgiveness for them times before And now I'm rocking Christian I'm talking Dior Don't want no hellcat I want me a Porsche Say peace to you whores take off I'm in sport My family starting to see me less and less Love them more than I love myself but right now I'm just chasing checks Right now I'm just chasing jets My bitch want a Rollie and some new baguettes Cop her shit make that pussy wet New track suit zip up this is not no Nike tech Man I worked for this yeah it took a sec It's funny cause a lot of these motherfuckers give you the benefit of the doubt, so they cheer you on in public But, behind closed doors these niggas steady praying on your downfall They don't really wanna see you win But if you do win, they gonna be the first ones to congratulate you because they think a win for you means a win for them Niggas be standing on straight bull shit Talking this and talking that, quit with all the fake love That shit be killing all the real love that's out there And there's not much of that left Shoutout to the real ones that hold it down though I done lost a couple of em This shit hard sometimes without y'all Rest in peace J3 I put my all in this shit Yeah I put my heart in this shit And now I'm balling and shit And I don't give a fuck bout a bitch Just like this beat they gone switch Come and go they just working they shift Bought my bitch a pool but she want the ocean You can give them the world and they still call it quits Can't trust a soul Cause these niggas fold Friends say to come out I don't even wanna go Out at the club I just wanna be alone Can't even enjoy being with my bros Trying to kill this pain I drank too much patron Drunk as fuck in the whip I just want to go home People try to understand but they just don't know I ain't left the house in days and days All I do is write about this pain Stuck in my head I contemplate Got stabbed in the back and it left a stain Doctor say I need to medicate I just smoke my weed and meditate Balling like I play for Golden State Niggas couldn't catch me even if you Golden Tate Niggas know it's me straight from arrival Balling like I'm in the fucking finals If that bitch come back then it's straight denial Cry me a river like the fucking Nile If she come back throw her to the crocodiles Been through hella tribulations and plenty trials Been working on myself for a while Imma keep it real never force a smile Used to wish I had more friends Till I realized niggas fake so I'm just chasing M's Hopefully soon cop mom a new benz Then put my uncle in a cullinan Know how niggas act when that money come in Niggas need to be actors way they all pretend Can't trust these bitches look at Ye and Kim They'll throw you in the water even if you can't swim Fighting life shit everyday Dark clouds tired of the rain Pray to God that I find a way Pray I see my family at them heavens gates Cause this life shit hard for heavens sakes Life a game no choice but to participate Moving God speed so I'm never running late Know whatever happens that it is my fate Niggas don't know me so I block out hate Maybe they'll know me better when I drop this tape See success real close and I want a taste Trying to eat with my gang say amazing grace Do this shit for my family in a grave Lost some real ones almost went insane Got to cherish the ones God chose to stay Want to put my family on a private plane I know life ain't all about getting paid Life ain't all about achieving fame But I'm just really trying to pave a way I'm just really trying to save the day Cause they say all heroes don't come with capes Ask the Lord to please keep me safe Life a race trying to keep a steady pace If I fail now I'll be filled with shame If I fall short I'll be filled with rage Niggas trying to keep me in a cage Might work for niggas that ain't got no strength But you can't hold me down cause we not the same Tsunami come I'm gonna surf the wave Start a earthquake make the whole world shake Yeah I started from the bottom like I'm Drake Now I'm grinding everyday and climbing ranks I'm going to grind this shit until I break the bank Trying to be the goat like my last name James This my whole life so that mean my life at stake Fighting this war yeah I'm fighting a lot of things Fighting this war yeah I fight a lot of things Got to keep fighting Got to keep trying Ask God to wipe my tears, cause there ain't no more crying Feel like I'm David And this life Goliath Got to keep trying Got to keep fighting Yeah this life is war My life is war I'm fighting this war Soldier in this war