If Not To Make Change With / Supernova

It's time to let disguises fall Time to let disguises fall It's time to let disguises fall Welcome in the rain, let it wash it all away When it's time to let disguises fall Will we lose it in the weight? Will our egos lead us chained ? Clicked and suddenly I changed Hard to pivot the right way, when I've done so much wrong, too long At least I've come to recognize my faults So it's time to let disguises fall They say, "You're a mess" I say, "What an understatement" They say that, "You're Blessed" I say, "Correct," as to embrace it I say, "What's a check without a proper bank to take it? What's a dollar and a dream for, if not to make change with?" Mr. Mistake Maker, time taker, Walled Laker Used as a guitar by my pops as the record player plays But I'm here to set the record straight, raiser of the stakes In turn I'm burning pape' up, this is not The Raise Raising red flags, more I should've saved Saved myself the trouble had I paid it forward Like my journal paper torn Money's needed, sure, but if it's not well spent then what's it really for ? They say, "You're a mess" I say, "What an understatement" They say that, "You're Blessed" I say, "Correct," as to embrace it I say, "What's a check without a proper bank to take it? What's a dollar and a dream for, if not to make change with?" You can not walk in my Birks, you flop, flip These days I'm a reserved type, not in a moshpit At least I'm living honest, you live in the comments Take after my pops in the way I'm Joshin' Mom was born 77', uh', Luka Dončić Hearts amongst the hardened, Houston Rockets But I'm more like André 3k on the Flint Tropics With a new move that they just can't stop They say, "You're a mess" I say, "What an understatement" They say that, "You're Blessed" I say, "Correct," as to embrace it I say, "What's a check without a proper bank to take it? What's a dollar and a dream for, if not to make change with?" The other day I was just scrolling before something unexpected Happened upon a video message that was said to be Prophetic Claimed the rapture's coming soon it makes me wonder where I'm headed With my Nanny up to Heaven, or the opposite direction? To burn like my incense is, Eucalyptus scented Picture through a sentence a young rap apprentice Gifted with a pen, a little rough around the edges To himself he pledges to create something authentic First I must repent, How I acted was pathetic The shame in me's imbedded, self-inflicted limitation Accused you, I projected, Of using me like Reddit When I whine is it fermented ? Yes, I'm still doing it makeshift Football meditation, Cam went away in Missouri, Education Only back for vacations Dyl's doing sports bets, still do lunch with Mason Maybe not as often, more so on occasion Busy at this age and so much has been changing Turning like the page, Bob Seger use to play on the radio station, on the way to school When my Dad would take me to He graduated 92', I graduated 2019 Now I'm getting' faded on a Friday Evening Looking in the mirror like I can't believe it Falling to my knees like, damn I need Jesus Damn. I need Jesus They say, "You're a mess" I say, "What an understatement" They say that, "You're Blessed" I say, "Correct," as to embrace it I say, "What's a check without a proper bank to take it? What's a dollar and a dream for, if not to make change with?" You're rocking pretty ice, but you're pretty ice cold Live a busy life, busy missing phone calls But what a night and what do I know? Mean it's only right, there's no tomorrow Took it too far, too out of control You're a superstar, you're ego can't be told no Who's in charge, does it have a hold Doesn't know he's 'boutta blow, supernova Over and over, Caught in the closure He knows not a damn thing falling out I shouldered Too much pleasure's pain my tolerance, safe to say I'm lower Waters worth more in a dry land, than on a shelf on Wixom, Kroger As I cultivate in my heath, wait on your ledger like a Joker Too serious I'm said to be, haha am I getting closer ? To unraveling the mystery, if not to make change with what are my dreams for ? Like Dan Campbell like a forth down, I think I just gotta go for it (Got you're Virgo on my pinky ring) These are memories you gave me, in other words, lyrics you're supplying You've become like folklore, I guess this is me trying Fame I was eyeing without truly recognizing The blessing was beside me, the blessings are beside me I come to you in soul search A relic of my old church Known for sayin' "Word" That boy driven like a Chauffeur Pedal like a rose, ended up on Ashstan Rd Knee bleeding, flipped a bike, That was quite some time ago That was quite some time ago Now I'm flipping through these chapters implementing what I know All while seeking what I don't and trying to let go, damn I make mistakes, I look for grace I say I'll change, I never change To some I'm known as Alex Lange and others simply Al Maybe you know me as Young Renegade I've been away awhile, child growing through the growing pains I don't enjoy the crowd Turning pages, paper towel Throw it in I've thought about it What role can I play in making change ? With your allowance What have I to say for my mistakes ? "They aren'y my proudest moments" Seen em' slip away, price I've paid more than college tuition To remain in memory banks, once recounted Physically I'm pained, mentally I'm melancholic An optimist who's drained, knowledge with age But age ain't knowledge All I want's redemption, money and fame could do without it Sure you're rocking pretty ice, but you're pretty ice cold Live a busy life, busy missing phone calls But what a night and what do I know? Mean it's only right, there's no tomorrow Took it too far, too out of control You're a superstar, you're ego can't be told no Who's in charge, does it have a hold Doesn't know he's 'boutta blow, supernova