Dark Nights

Too litty too drippy Big bank take little tank Last bitch she did me dirty so I fell out with love Who the fuck going to pick you up when you got no one to trust? Talking about me to your friends I always thought it was us When you gave up on me mentally I knew we was done I remember all them nights when we was drunk at the crib Trying to get up in your pants and you was talking your shit You had drained me out my love I don't got nothing to give Reminiscing about the past I guess it is what it is Trying to find the light I just do it for them dark times I always showed you love but you know I got a dark side Nobody picked me up when I was going through them hard times My heart is getting cold it's turning I can't even lie I really loved you for sure I apologize for times when I had called you a whore You was saying that I'm crazy and trying to even the score Disrespect us just a test of who could violate more I remember all them nights when I was fighting depression Nobody showed me how to cope and I was constantly stressing All them times I took a loss and now it's finally lessons Lord knows that I be sinning but he constantly blessed me Out of sight Out of mind I was wrong You was right Want to make love to you I don't want to fuss or fight If I ever get you back I promise I'm a do you right Drinking Casamigos rolling spliffs you know we getting high It's weird because I never thought those feelings would change They say when it's real love you know it's never going to fade You said that I was selfish and I'm never going to change And I told you that you right and I'm just stuck in my ways Shit was getting distant and it wasn't the same You know I be getting high it got me stuck in a daze Tried to show my feelings ain't nobody try to listen that's why I be in the stu so I can let Out this pain I'm just really trying to keep this shit a hundred I can't treat this situation like it's nothing Remember all them times we was doing what we wanted To be honest I ain't never ever think that I would love you We started off as friends and I met you through your friends and we kick it I ain't never ever think that I would cuff you I can't even lie I really put you through some shit and then you gave up on the kid I'm all alone so now it's fuck it Yeah I showed you my heart and you sold me a dream You opened up my scars and girl you let me bleed Took the dream that I was sold and I offed it for more You say I'm telling the truth baby but I don't know that for sure I gave you the key my heart but you going to break down the door Too many messages from you on my phone to ignore Said she wants Christian's and LV's with her Dior I said materialistic things that you can't get from in the store Yeah Suffocated me with your love it got hard to breathe Girl I used to lean on you now I'm sipping on lean Make up and get faded you know that's the favorite part of routine Watching you go the only good part about when you leave Dug you out of hard places now I'm stuck in between Girl I done been around it ain't really too much I done seen I had a thing for you baby ever since I was fifteen Doing me dirty baby it's crazy like you don't know clean Just tell me my role and where you want me to be But I just got on the road and it feels like I'm racing But girl just tell me your goals and girl what you are chasing Yeah We running out of time baby but don't keep me waiting Just tell me what's your vibe because you know the feelings fading Yeah Yeah yeah yeah yeah aw Last bitch she did me dirty so I fell out with love Who the fuck going to pick you up when you got no one to trust? Talking about me to your friends I always thought it was us When you gave up on me mentally I knew we was done I remember all them nights when we was drunk at the crib Trying to get up in your pants and you was talking your shit You had drained me out my love I don't got nothing to give Reminiscing about the past I guess it is what it is Trying to find the light I just do it for them dark times I always showed you love but you know I got a dark side Nobody picked me up when I was going through them hard times My heart is getting cold it's turning lonely on these dark nights