PRAY I'M FREE

Yeah let me get a double shot of uhh, whiskey When I'm lost and deep in thought I wanna fade away The pens a joint and when I write it lights the pain away Trade my sanity and vanish just to waste away As a virus in this world overlooked underpaid I don't wanna see or feel a thing I just wanna be the good that this life brings I am tired of this negativity So I get faded and pray one day I'll see I don't wanna I don't wanna feel a thing I just wanna be the good that this life brings I am tired of this negativity So I get faded and pray one day I'm free Ayo bartender I'm free Keep em coming bro I'm free I'll be here a while I'm free Fuck I don't wanna be ashamed no more I don't wanna feel no pain no more I don't wanna struggle with and rumble with what racks my brain no more The goal is to evolve Demons beat em all Don't fall victim to that same withdrawal That took my uncle and my father I'm talking bout that alcohol God damn man I gotta figure this shit out While I still can I don't wanna I don't wanna feel a thing I don't wanna I don't wanna feel a thing Why do we sign our lives away Always in search for brighter days When our vices grip seizes Our soul becomes a fighter faced With knockout after knockout until your line of sight has changed And you realize you're not okay So you go try to find a way And find out it's not that simple for a lifelong habit to break The madness equates to a dictator meeting his fate Feeling great isn't a reason to celebrate And feeling gray doesn't mean reaching for heavens gates Whats the answer - addictions a wicked cancer An acidic transfer of potential happiness in exchange for the devils banter On your shoulder each day gets colder as you grow older Before you know it your life passes you by with no closure Unless you decide to fix it Channeling vibes of the most high with a wrench between yourself and the resistance It's Satans mischief against your fuckin persistence The risk is never knowing what's missing So listen to the wind in the distance calling your name cuz the mission isn't to blend in I'm fucking done, I'm fucking done I can't do this shit anymore Fuck it When I'm lost and deep in thought I wanna fade away The pens a joint and when I write it lights the pain away Trade my sanity and vanish just to waste away As a virus in this world overlooked underpaid I don't wanna see or feel a thing I just wanna be the good that this life brings I am tired of this negativity So I get faded and pray one day I'll see I don't wanna I don't wanna feel a thing I just wanna be the good that this life brings I am tired of this negativity So I get faded and pray one day I'm free One more time for the fuckin deniers Lack of awareness is fuel to the fire That lives inside your tired mind and finds the wires to your blinders And solders them to your fight or flight mode Now you're shorted to survival so you go take a walk to the bar inside you And order a flight of your vice juice Hoping it rights the wrongs inside you but that's not mindful And that's the catch, they make you think it is and that's the lie dude You could be so supreme in everything you deem a hobby But you're stuck in the trap that they created Alive in a mindless body