What's Next

Why'd you give up on me It was you only Really did me grimy Was it wrong timing I had you in my dreams You were my homie Thought you'd ride for me Big mistake you gon see Chilling on the church steps Stare up at the clouds Wondering bout what's next For a long while I went left I been living right with no stress Went a couple months without sex Cause there's real shit to go invest Yes, growing wiser by the breath Everything just makes sense Tell me tell me what the fuck is rest For a lot of years everything inside of me was suppressed Why'd you give up on me It was you only Really did me grimy Was it wrong timing And they wonder why it is I stayed depressed I don't got time to care what nobody says True God send Why I got zero friends I'll be living this way until my life ends Plan on sharing everything Sorry to offend Y'all a nervous wreck So stressed over debt Living with regret Too proud to go repent Your main priorities are alcohol and sex You gotta look the best at the event Wonder why the devil such a threat Who thinks I make sense You're hearing from the rookie and the vet To talk to me gotta come correct Eyes drop seeing me erect First always gave my respect There's a lot of girls that have slept in my bed Did nothing with them Always had pure intent Excuse my openness I just like to vent You can ask Loreena man Even ask Megan Caroline Deperi I was thinking about a wedding Face heaven sent, and her body was a gem Maddi Barbarini she was down for the kid Fuck a club hit This is what my life is All the questions How'd you end up like this Probably those times when they called DYFS Shit had me down I was down in the abyss Ran for the hills Shout out to cypress Then I found hip hop Became a slight fix Thankful for it all Filled up with real shit I want the whole thing Let them hear what I did Why'd you give up on me It was you only Really did me grimy Was it wrong timing I had you in my dreams You were my homie Thought you'd ride for me Big mistake you gon see I like to feel the pain in the rain Stand outside Gods tears falling right down on my face Fuck a rat race man He planned my due date Year 28 time for me to go be great Accepting to the grace Watch you land in your fate Who's a basket case Don't ask I'm straight This my great escape Man it's never too late Angels here with me So I know that I'm safe Why'd you give up on me It was you only Really did me grimy Was it wrong timing I had you in my dreams You were my homie Thought you'd ride for me Big mistake you gon see I been getting comfy Barely getting no sleep Know I drove you crazy Thinking bout it lately Said I'm sorry baby Said I'm sorry baby