REAL TEARS

I'm still the man in the end But when I'm home I cry alone in my driveway It get hard to understand Is this really God's plan or is shit just going sideways And I cried real tears Been a victim to my fears Seen my nightmares comes to life and that's the reason I need you right here Right now Right over I need your company You tell my thoughts to quiet down when you under me Talk to my cousin he said the judge say he gone remain here Pray for my aunties, lost two first cousins in the same year Is it weird I snap my brother though he's not here Checking back to see if he hit back though he's not here Ain't ashamed to say I cried, these my real tears Swear I love God but lately my sin been sincere Opened up this hole in my chest, you can put your love here You say I'm hard to love like nobodies ever loved here Forgive me for my feelings Yeah yeah, I know I guard them Trying to shake this pain make me feel like I'm from Harlem Sometimes I got to step back, I call that James Harden Rose from the concrete, no thorns in my garden I'm still the man in the end But when I'm home I cry alone in my driveway It get hard to understand Is this really God's plan or is shit just going sideways And I cried real tears Been a victim to my fears Seen my nightmares comes to life and that's the reason I need you right here Right now Right over I need your company You tell my thoughts to quiet down when you under me Can't apologize for my emotions I have no pops this self taught that's why it's spilling over Can't explain none of my thoughts you see I'm barely sober Life so heavy, hope that explain I'm not a light smoker, fuck it I need you here Ask me about them languages I just need feel And I told you all my fears Would you hear If you ever wrote a letter Would I be your dear, ohh Get mad because when I talk to God Sometimes don't hear him talking back Mistakes I got to walk with that I'm still the man in the end And I cried real tears I'm still the man in the end But when I'm home I cry alone in my driveway It get hard to understand Is this really God's plan or is shit just going sideways And I cried real tears Been a victim to my fears Seen my nightmares comes to life and that's the reason I need you right here Right now Right over I need your company You tell my thoughts to quiet down when you under me I'm still the man in the end But when I'm home I cry alone in my driveway It get hard to understand Is this really God's plan or is shit just going sideways And I cried real tears Been a victim to my fears Seen my nightmares comes to life and that's the reason I need you right here Right now Right over I need your company You tell my thoughts to quiet down when you under me