Shells

A shell of myself, maintaining my health, maintaining my wealth It's hard not to dwell, on past and my future You cut up, get sutured You cut up, get sutured A shell of myself, maintaining my health, maintaining my wealth It's hard not to dwell, on past and my future You cut up, get sutured You cut up, get sutured Emotional void, I need Kama Sutra Never a baller and never a hooper Deep in that water, yeah deeper than pool is (Yeah, deeper than pool is) Roll up the raw, it's something like sushi I'll give you my eyes, I'm something like Shisui Heal the divide so niggas won't need me (So niggas won't need me) Hanging my head, where my OGs be? Back in 3rd grade, singing old Jeezy Down in Miami, just like the Heat be Hit Rolling Loud, we funking OhGheesy This bud out the bay, smoking on seaweed See my mirage if niggas could heat seek Niggas can't be me, still wanna be seen (You still wanna be seen) Shell of myself, maintaining my health, maintaining my wealth It's hard not to dwell, on past and my future You cut up, get sutured You cut up, get sutured A shell of myself, maintaining my health, maintaining my wealth It's hard not to dwell, on past and my future You cut up, get sutured You cut up, get sutured Still in my ugly stage Still Still sweeter than lemonade Still Still sweater than diabetics Still Pissed off like a diuretic In the presence of present Still I'm indebted It still hurts to heal But still I ain't dead yet I'm livid, I'm living But fuck burning bridges I learned all my lessons, could never forget them A shell of myself, maintaining my health, maintaining my wealth It's hard not to dwell, on past and my future You cut up, get sutured You cut up, get sutured A shell of myself, maintaining my health, maintaining my wealth It's hard not to dwell, on past and my future You cut up, get sutured You cut up, get sutured I'm minding my business, hit Langston for fitness No longer friendly, I'm moving real cliqueish Fighting distractions, the baddest of bitches Just left rock bottom, they said I went missing Got love for the kid, that girl she imprinting A good ass impression Goddess of victory way that she check me A shell of myself but I'm feeling so sexy She said that I'm wrong, so come and correct me Come and protect me and all is forgiven New occasions come with separation Shed the old for my new replacement Shedding soul more than decoration Hella goals that a nigga chasing Shedding soul more than decoration Hella goals that a nigga chasing Praying to God Ask for protection Praying to God I ask for directions Praying to God Ask for protection Praying to God I ask for directions