Time Machine

If I could build a time machine I'd go back to my teens I'd probably follow all my dreams Apologize to all the guys I bullied Why was I so mean? And I'd relive every day Fixing all of my mistakes Wish I could build a time machine Can't go back now That's the thought that makes my heart break Regret Wish I could change the past, because It makes me feel upset Hate the choices that I made, all the things I left unsaid Take my secrets to my grave, no repentance on my death bed Lies I was really great guy, never hurt a fly Turn the other cheek, more like eye for an eye You thought I was your friend, but you were someone I despised (despised) Denial You'll be just fine if you were abused as a child I wish it was true, I turned out angry and wild Sad frown, Sad clown, never had a smile (smile) Pride It's a hard thing no swallow, got me mixed up Pablo Picasso, no waiting 'till tomorrow Better push it down, or I'll live my life in sorrow (sorrow) If I could build a time machine I'd go back to my teens I'd probably follow all my dreams Apologize to all the guys I bullied Why was I so mean? And I'd relive every day Fixing all of my mistakes Wish I could build a time machine Can't go back now That's the thought that makes my heart break Mother Didn't give me what I needed, the love wasn't seeded Now all I seek is pleasure, love is too much effort Procrastinating amateur, now I'm an expert Father Why hast thou forsaken me? I'm always begging on my knees They told me that your love was free It comes with comes conditions Sell my soul to you and follow your traditions Angels They didn't walk beside me?, I promised to obey And they promised they would guide me, but they didn't So I quit it Unless I couldn't see them, I was blinded by the demons Demons You know we all got them They always got me pondering about the things I can't change Strange how the rage don't make the pain go away Preparing for tomorrow because you cant relive today I cannot build a time machine It's only in my fantasies But reality intervenes, dream all day, up all night I wake up to the same old theme I wonder how much time it takes To recover from the heart breaks I cannot build a time machine Deal with the pain, but it's stronger than an earthquake If I could build a time machine I'd go back to my teens I'd probably follow all my dreams Apologize to all the guys I bullied Why was I so mean? And I'd relive every day Fixing all of my mistakes Wish I could build a time machine Can't go back now Thats the thought that makes my heart break