Let Me Vent

For starters, I ain't never been one to tell you how I felt about you at all I ain't never been one to turn my back on you, cause you my dawg I'm already known, motherfuckers in my circle want me to fall And most times it be your day one nigga, y'all been through it all As a youngin, I been through some shit, it really threw me off Need to speak on what I seen, but shit I can't, but that's just law I been taking meds, it say relieve the cough , but I ain't coughing Keep my head up on the swole, I ain't tryna end up in no coffin Most niggas weird, they ain't really bout it, they just talking Know my niggas mad, I say I'ma drop the tape, but I keep stalling Know I'm bound to get a win, I keep taking all these losses Just give me 30 minutes, make a hit, watch how I walk it I'm grinding for the get it, hella late nights and early mornings It ain't sunny where I come from, when it rain, I get the pourin I ain't seen too much, I can't wait till the days when I get the tourin And some days I feel alone, I chop it up with my nigga Torian Shit I needed that, he don't even know it, but I'm torn And I try to hold it in, but then the tears just get the flowing They tell me that I'm different, and I got it just keep going I don't even know how to vent, I get a beat and press record How would you feel if you had saw your big homie slumped on the floor Was outside for a minute, smelled the gun smoke through the door And you feel it gotta be fake, but the blood just keep pouring His killer still at the crib, he was here the other morning Had to man up, had to be the man in the house, I was a lil' boy Uncle asked me what I want, I want a gun, don't want no toys But I can't jump into the streets, gotta stay live, don't got no choice Look, I gotta get this money, I don't want my family poor no more I don't wanna do it, working for a living, by the hour Wanna go where I want, when I can fuck any lil' bitch up in my browser Time to man up and take a risk, I gotta tired of being a coward Wanna stand on top of the world, in a minute, this shit is ours I remember on that corner waiting for that bus to come Hearing shots, ring out, you ain't got no place to run Tryna get put on with some work, but my big homie ain't give me none Luckily it panned out, look at the man that I've become I'ma drop a hit, drop another one, and I ain't done I'm the chosen one, know my mama love her youngest son Gotta put on for my family, told them that when I was young And I know I got a chance, on my shoulder it's a ton Lost some loved ones, speak up on that boy, cut out your tongue Lotta times I wanna cry, but at this point I'm feeling numb I don't hold back on these beats, you gon' feel me from the jump Said time and time I ain't no gangster, but I cannot go for none I'm committed, tryna elevate before I'm 21 Thank God I'm gifted, who knew I'd be this cold when I was young Got a mission, tryna get my mama a lil' honey bun I know she'll be proud of me, cause we don't come from none I can see the vision, they don't see it, fuck them niggas, yeah Don't come hop up on the bandwagon, I'm leaving niggas there You can say whatever you want, truth be told I don't even care Not too long from now, can't go no where without seeing them stare Not too many want me to win, I can smell it in the air Love the book of Samson, can't let any bitch ship in my hair These hoes be so grimy, so I'ma dog, just beware I'm a prized possession, gotta protect my energy, I'm rare