Hermit Fella

It's such a nice day out, but it's better inside Shipping people out my life like a letter with their lies Truth is, I'm a shy, little, unpredicted kid Who is sick slash friendly to a certain extent Withdraw has been my motive when it comes to the crowds I put my brain on punishment, it's never allowed to go out They say it's foul but it's sweet to me People left me through the years, all I need is me Loyalty is free but it's expensive to bastards Who love to be phony, watch how they switch on you faster Than all your homies do, when they fail to trick you "Send 'em all to hell" is what I always wish to do Wake up, grind, clock out, then it's back to the house Don't question me cause it's a fact, jack, I'm jack with the doubts Who claims they know me, never did, fool, it's all a vendetta I've always been alone like a hermit fella Solo, yeah that's me No-one knows the real me I keep myself locked in the crib, (In the crib) No-one is a friend to me They'd rather be my enemy I always will be a hermit fella, (Fella) I kept myself in a circle and stayed away from interactions People talk but I don't listen, don't expect a reaction "Lil J is always snappin, I'ma stay away from him" Conversations turn to "I don't have nothing else to say to him" And then they leave but them leaving gives me peace It gives me somewhat of relief cause I'll never believe That someone's loyal 'till I witness them never switching up Be my luck, I'll die alone and that's okay cause living sucks I believe in forgiving but I will never forget I hate people anymore and so I stay in the crib I only leave unless I have to, I won't if I don't It's better to be on your own, G, until you hit the stone and be gone Lonesome vibes is my thang, don't ask why If you've lived through my life and survived, you'll realize But you didn't, so you wouldn't understand my vendetta I've always been alone like a hermit fella Solo, yeah that's me No-one knows the real me I keep myself locked in the crib, (In the crib) No-one is a friend to me They'd rather be my enemy I always will be a hermit fella No- one is by my side and that's how I like it There's no sense in complaining cause that's just how this life is Fight the system in order to get privacy Who I piss off gets no apologies, that's just my beliefs Separate me from humanity, what you see? A loner who's never lonely, that's a prodigy Yeah, that's who I'm next to be, wait I already am If you don't like how I am, well then I don't give a damn Y'all will never understand me, so why even try to? Y'all love to judge my feelings, I'll throw yours in recycle You don't like me, I don't like you, it is what it is I'll never change or be fixed, I'll just be even more pissed Move along, girly, I'm who you'll never adore Miss daisy get the hell out my car and hit the bricks It's not a warning, it's a threat, stay away, girl, you better There's no way to say it better, I'm a hermit fella Solo, yeah that's me No-one knows the real me I keep myself locked in the crib, (In the crib) No-one is a friend to me They'd rather be my enemy I always will be a hermit fella, (Fella)