Never Had

All the things that I never had But I had real couldn't ask for a better dad Or a better mom never perfect but they tried doe Knew that it was hard ask my mama what you cryn foe You ain't even workin ion get it what you tied foe Ian even kno it was some shit dat you can die from Nothing onna 25th skipped a couple Birthdays Gifts for me or lil sis blamed it onna bad grades Early learned to sacrifice Make it up wit hard work Mama she would pray at night no weapon never harm her Punishment & school walk-in inna extra large shirt Throwaway for bullies ima shoot it till my arm hurt Pops workin 3 jobs he won't never home den Parents they got separated always was alone then Ian have a phone den I won't even known den Mama wanna put me out ian have a home den Then she told me she was sick all da pain made sense All da times you would sleep All da times you would quit Swear to God ian wanna hear dat shit Guess the pain it was needed just to make me rich Make me rich Everytime you called cryn shit would make me sick I'll give it all back make this shit make sense Uh Make this shit make sense Make me rich Everytime you called cryn shit would make me sick I'll give it all back make this shit make sense Uh Make this shit make sense Thank God for my lil sis Ride for my lil sis Die for my lil sis Provide for my lil sis Times you was closed off never was alone doe Even when I'm not around yk you got yo big bro High speed, homicide, genicide, kick doe Know that you a lil off what you need a blick for Years through da bullshit tried to keep you out of it Tried to keep you motivated look at my accomplishments Kno dat ian givin up got livin to do Really out doin what niggaz pretendin to do Girl you strong and so beautiful Kno you not the usual Kno you gotta big heart that part indisputable You den seen a lot a shit We den seen a lot a shit But we made it out of it Blessed & im proud of it Remember you a black queen not another brown girl Since we made that promise you could never let me down girl Head up never frown girl Chin up wear yo crown girl I love yo ass to pieces know you make yo brother proud girl Make me rich Everytime you called cryn shit would make me sick I'll give it all back make this shit make sense Uh Make this shit make sense Make me rich Everytime you called cryn shit would make me sick I'll give it all back make this shit make sense Uh Make this shit make sense