85 BARS

Living like this is crazy All of this money is making me lazy So many M's is making me shady Brand new Mercedes getting me ladies But I am so capping, fuck all this bragging I should be rapping, which is for laughing I should be grinding, syllables rhyming Enemies fighting, to the top climbing Mind over matter People stab you like a dagger Better leave your worries in the past Shit won't matter, it won't last Get some money, plant a seed Agony's the same as greed You can suffer same as me Leave your friends and just be free From the chains of cheap connections Their affection is infectious They will leave you, they deceive you Into thinking they believe you A better man I gotta be, the One they always want to see, but That is just impossible I'm loosing creativity I gotta keep my energy I gotta find serenity These people killed my sanity I gotta find my remedy but I just need to be the best And I don't really feel so stressed And I don't really need no rest So stop being such a fucking pest Rapping did a number on me People really ganged up on me All I say is let them come I'm John Wick with this pencil scum Bitch, this will surely make them run, but I'm too fast like in F1 Only thing they'll fear is me Like Doom Marine with a shotgun Stop, you don't want Me to flaunt in this manner Getting angry like I'm Banner Find your weakness like a scanner But I bet you, people are gonna forget you, Yet you, still wanna keep on going, Throwing all this effort nowhere, Compared to your peers with money, funny Bitches only want the good shit Gucci, Prada, that's a good fit They don't care about the words and That just really kills my nerves Cause who gives a fuck about a schmuck Who's down on luck and thinks he's clever Through his rhymes like a professor All these thoughts just give me pressure Living on the edge Going with the flow Bitch I want revenge Denzel really knows All this anger bottled up Is killing me from deep within I might just go to the club And order so much fucking gin Life really goes in loops Life really goes in loops Never letting loose Life really goes in loops Never letting loose Always thought what I would be like 4 or 5 years down the line I have changed so fucking much except this feeling down my spine Something keeps on watching me Something keeps on nudging me to Just keep doing all this shit Even if I want to quit I'll end up in this position All alone with no one by Now just looking at the sky Makes me wanna bloody cry At the fact that all my life I never really acted freely Following some fucking code and never acting like the real me All I want from writing rhymes Is to just go back in time All I want from writing rhymes Is to just go back in time