Lies

I know we all battle with the same shit, and we just express ourselves our own ways But I tell lies to express myself To lock away the truth in the deep dark pain This is just the shit that I went through All of my pain Ah, fuck it. Let me just shut up and tell you That I'm.. Telling myself lies Just how many times does it take for my world to break Yeah, I'm just.. Telling myself lies Just how many times does it take for my world to break I've told so many lies Can't let go of the pain that's trapped on the inside I'm just wanting to die But I gotta leave a legacy first I chose this verse Cause it's the one I wanna spit to the earth But I'm trapped alone Shouldn't have walked down this path that I've chose But it's always been this way since I was born Since I huffed that rag full of chloroform Back when my stepdad beat me till my skin was torn Now I'm saying fuck you, John Milbourne I was chased and tased by Mark Martinez Now I'm getting told what to do by Mario Rodriguez I'm done lying, so this is the truth I'm standing out here still screaming Fuck all of you I'm tired of being beat on, battered and baked I told my ma once already, I was her mistake But I'm just.. Telling myself lies Just how many times does it take for my world to break But I'm just.. Telling myself lies Just how many times does it take for my world to break Yeah, I'm.. Telling myself lies Just how many times does it take for my world to break Yeah, I'm just.. Telling myself lies Just how many times does it take for my world to break I've told so many lies Hey ma, remember when I popped that pill? I really wanted to die That night in the car, I was contemplating suicide All because of my fucked up life I don't know what to decide Should I put our differences aside and learn to live Or should I just say fuck it and pull the trig I wish I could forgive and forget But my life is getting drastic and it's making me sick I might just pop another pill and call it quits I don't wanna give up, but that's just my luck When I was born, my face was purple I'm living my life to the fullest but I'm still running in circles Till I stop fucking around And that's when shit really hit the ground And now my life's full of jokes Making me look like a clown And I just keep on Telling myself lies Just how many times Does it take for my world to break Fuck it, I'm Telling myself lies Just how many times Does it take for my world to break Yeah, I keep Telling myself lies Just how many times Does it take for my world to break Still I'm just Telling myself lies Just how many times Does it take for my world to break I'm just thankful for the life I had Cause it made me who I am today It's not all just happy times Cause we all make mistakes This is a message for all my stepdads I just came here to say That I hate every single one of em Oh, and one more thing Fuck you