iii. Done in Vain

I ignored the signs I avoid the crowd I try to pay no mind To your white gown I loved you bad, you hate me good Drove me right into where crazy stood Showed how's he lukewarm, that's a cold move Posted your newborn, she's got your nose too Heart left with a vacancy Showed me twenty-six different ways to leave You really went through A-to-Z Worst of all, I had to pay to see But it didn't cost money, it cost me my time You told truths like they was little white lies Might I, suggest My eyes, possessed You're mine, no less Don't try, your best You carved, my chest You are, my stress You start, my end You're armaged— En-vy's taken over me Send me some more dopamine I'm hung up, is that how it's post to be? They call you two soulmates, so were we I felt diminished In forty minutes Swore on God, but Lord he witness How your big brain couldn't mind me business (Cause) You a sheep that howls (Huh) Tried to keep the power up Can't break what's callous (Uh) Your words feel high caliber What good is your beach body if you deep in the dirt? Have you lost like your keys, what good is your purse? You called me bipolar, but it'll be my third side that I show I might just kill the both of you, and raise that child as my own Apologies, how about you give it a go? If you a black cat, why'd I throw a doggie a bone? It's times like these I don't feel blessed we met It's times like these I'd rather play chess with death It's times like these where I want to dress my neck With a noose Let me count my tears from all the abuse Gave no answers, you just left me confused I'll explain later for now I bid you adieu (You do know it takes two to tango right?)