Unrequited

I've been crushing on, an unreachable girl It's like I'm cursed by such an unbelievable force And it hurts Got so many scars but at least I'm healing though Feeling lost, with all these superficial crushes I gotta be cautious, 'cause you feel different I need a pause, take a season off Missing every shot, there's gotta be a reason though Your presence captured my heart Is the future meant for us This is more than just, insatiable lust I'm trying hard not to fall apart I feel it so much my bones are mushing up Will all this pressure, create a diamond out of dust One made out of love Should I trust my gut Or leave this in the gutter Just wait for another You hit my sensitive spot and changed my mind which is so stubborn You confronted me with my hidden yearnings I can't lie about it, this is unrequited But something is telling me to fight it For something better, I can't remain silent or hide it My mind is destined for a mental asylum I'm frightened by your beauty It is carrying the might to shake the depths of my psyche Like Poseidon, I'm stabbed by the trident What have you done to me Now I'm back in this cycle Like a sad song on repeat It's stuck in my head for weeks You are leaving me weak What have you done to me Now I'm back in this cycle Like a sad song on repeat It's stuck in my head for weeks You are leaving me weak When we first met, we only talked for ten minutes and ever since, you've been in my head, no clue how you got in it I didn't ask for this to happen You awoke an inner passion Too intense to let it pass Twenty lashes on my back 'Cause another man has your hand But I'm hopeful, that it won't last I'm hopeful, that it won't last I may not be the first but I'm your last Break away from this curse of the past My only hope for us is fate but please don't let me wait I've waited long enough I was resting in a tomb you came to raid You're my Lara Croft Physical pain around my stomach This is the price I'm paying for wanting a woman with the face of an angel A lot of men praise a beauty so regal Or am I obsessed 'cause I'm possessed by demons Evils, wanting to put a rest to my insecurities Maybe it's my past plaguing me like I'm medieval Hoping for a sequel, a reconciliation or a chance To seek my validation from you waiting weeks to hear your voice This weight is eating off my patience and people are telling me that "This is time wasted" What have you done to me Now I'm back in this cycle Like a sad song on repeat It's stuck in my head for weeks You are leaving me weak What have you done to me Now I'm back in this cycle Like a sad song on repeat It's stuck in my head for weeks You are leaving me weak Maybe I'm stuck in an illusion Stuck under a spell Stuck with myself Stuck 'cause I fell for someone who's intruding And breaking my defensive shell This disillusion got me losing interests in other fishes Dogmatically excluding, I only want you fuck being superficious You're on my wish list, so unrealistic, but I'm only human And I was doing fine, 'till I saw your face Now my heart is on the line Stuck in this chase Why am I even trying I can never catch you Or can I I feel like I'm losing this race Days go by and I wonder... What have you done to me Now I'm back in this cycle Like a sad song on repeat It's stuck in my head for weeks You are leaving me weak What have you done to me Now I'm back in this cycle Like a sad song on repeat It's stuck in my head for weeks You are leaving me weak What have you done to me Now I'm back in this cycle Like a sad song on repeat It's stuck in my head for weeks You are leaving me weak