My Final Goodbye

I wait for the day that I meet you on the other side And with all this pain that I've been through I wish that I had you I wish that I had you Ooh ooh ooh ooh I waited for you Ooh ooh ooh ooh I waited for you Ooh ooh ooh ooh I waited for you I'm flipping through photo albums and older pictures Tryna keep it together while I keep reminiscing A life without you in my head just wasn't in the picture But now I'm reflecting on nostalgia and the hazy visions It only felt like yesterday when you left My regrets not being there when you took your last breath That morning Colin called me down Went in his car and I sat He told me that you passed away and then we hugged and we wept I get flashbacks every time I think about it I miss your presence now I have to learn to live without it And I just wish that we could talk and I could hear your voice And ask advice and I could tell you what you're missing out on I still remember when you got diagnosed with cancer Stage four you did the radio and chemo after You fought the battle won but then it came back right after And then it took you from us never thought that it would happen Look I won't forget that you're the reason that I started rapping Reason I graduated school I hope your proud it happened You taught me how to be a man and I'll forever thank you Hope you can hear me up in heaven while you're with the angels I'll cherish our memories till the day of my death This is my final goodbye until we meet once again Ross I love you till the end Twenty twenty two may thirty first was the day that you left and I said I wait for the day that I meet you on the other side And with all this pain that I've been through I wish that I had you I wish that I had you Ooh ooh ooh ooh I only need you Ooh ooh ooh Ooh ooh ooh I only need you Ooh ooh ooh Ooh ooh ooh I only need you Dear Nana I love you more than life itself It broke my heart to see you leave us to my knees I fell I knew you couldn't live without him and the pain you felt When Ross died you lost your son and then you lost yourself Hope you are together watching over us now Thinking of memories when I'm walking into your house Now it's empty you and Ross aren't there the silence is loud But I can still smell your scent while I'm walking around I haven't had time to process you leaving And I don't even know if I'm in the stages of grieving Everything happened so fast that I feel numb to the feeling Only nine months after Ross and it's history repeated Look I miss your face I miss your smile and your voice I'll miss ye coming in on Christmas miss the shouting and fights In your eyes I never did wrong if I never did right I miss you coming to my room just to tell me goodnight I'm staring at a picture where you held me as a baby Cradled in your arms ya you held me there safely Times change and life can be crazy But those times stick with me and I'll treasure them dearly I'll cherish our memories till the day of my death This is my final goodbye until we meet once again Nana I love you till the end Twenty twenty three March twelfth I held your hand as you left and I said I'll wait for the day that I meet you on the other side And with all this pain that I've been through I wish that I had you I wish that I had you I wish that I had you I wish that I had you I wish that I had you