awaiting maybe/mouse filter

Night owls in the city streets quite loud Flannel sleepwear and glittery night gowns Before the social media misery hype cloud Fewer fiat-money-industries price gouged Regardless of party, i'd visit the white house Can't wait to watch my sister recite vows All I can say is this is me right now It's a pretty sweet lifestyle, but history might frown Like movie heroes in serious pool scenes No matter how unclearly the rules seem All it is, is a series of Booleans Bayes' theorem covered in the tears of Bernoulli Some be gluttonous while others be starving Walk in a boring shrubbery garden...maze In my luxury garment phase i was utterly charming Something seems far away but in front of me, darling I almost wish we didn't discuss it The eyes of a person bitter and loveless Sick with what I did to you in the pit of my stomach I'm having regrets...I'm wishing it wasn't That's why i'm urgently switching the subject And looking around like "hmmm, isn't this rustic?" If i'm not driving, it's because i'm glitching in public Anything to feel a bit different from nothing As i conclude an amazing toast and sit Shooting dice with my main associates That good got it dank and odorous I get up early to train explosiveness Sometimes i take half what my daily dosage is We're slaves in a system chasing ownership I'm likely reserved, but i maybe boast a bit The WNBA is dope as shit I've always tried to make the most of it But it feels like i just quit taking opiates We can do whatever this is and feign emotionless Or we could fuck already and then make a grocery list But i can't be some sidepiece you chill with The sky seems to fill with high-reaching buildings Other reasons why i seem bewildered? No one that i find seems fulfilling How lucky if you were to find yours? Several women wondering "who're those lines for?" I dunno, i hope we share a future with pine floors Engaging with emotions few are inclined toward Whoops...There another mind glitch goes Having a memory of a high-pitched tone Inside I'm broken but i smile so I don't ruin the moment, my sister's guy proposed I'm practiced in how to let go, then just drop it It's no problem...You just check so many boxes I always thought close friends were honest Let me know if let me know you get home gets obnoxious Two AM is when we always want to chat Then at eight i get to the office and collapse Even filtered i look awful on this snap' Do you want this, or are you scared of dying alone? Don't worry babe, i feel 'em both Let's just lay under the covers 'til noon There's something that i should've said awhile ago Before i ever tried to be With anyone other than you And there is so much space between us We could pick now to try Or just miss out on time And there is so much space between us I'd make the six-hour drive Just to bring flowers by Because i don't want to wait for three months Until we're face-to-face with each other There is way too much space between us There is way too much space between us What if i could see you every day But then these feelings slowly went away