I Remember When

Yeah Let me pull my mask down man Aye Zeb just give me one track through the whole joint I'ma just go man Spit from the he heart Look Look I remember though Batter ram through the doe through me on the flo Asked my momma where the weed and dope My momma way to high she don't even know I'm nine or ten feel like I'm older though With everything I saw by then I was forced to grow Childhood trauma it was normal though But I can't let it stop me peddle to the flo I'm searching for ambition like it's hard to find I lost it around the same time I lost my innocent mind At nine I'm looking deep inside to find my light to shine But in darker times its harder to find that little light of mine Crying Nightly pillow cases and my pillow wet My silhouette cried more tears than when Jesus wept As I get lost in dark thoughts that play in my mind All I really want is freedom but it's hard to find I remember when I remember when I fought against the odds and overcame sin I got it out the mud in yellow wheat Timbs Now I put in overtime to put on for my kin I remember when I fought against the odds and overcame sin I got it out the mud in yellow wheat Timbs Now I put in overtime to put on for my kin I remember tho Foster care system I was all alone Daddy left and my momma gone So tell me how I'm pose to cope when I'm on my own Look Hit the block try to slang dope I got a couple dollars never gained hope Look It was hard for me to see it bro Blurry vision but I fought my way through it tho Thanks to God he never slacked on his job when demons tried to attack me I saw him fight off the mob He got me back go my mom He got me back to my bros my daddy never came back but I'm guessing that's how it goes Somebody I never met Its probably better I bet I probably got a brother or sister that I ain't never met but its probably for the best Cause I relate to the rest All this pressure on my chest make it harder to catch a breath but I remember when Yeah I remember when I fought against the odds and overcame sin I got it out the mud in yellow wheat Timbs Now I put in overtime to put on for my kin Yeah Yah I remember when I fought against the odds and overcame sin I got it out the mud in yellow wheat Timbs Now I put in overtime to put on for my kin Yeah look I remember when I fought against the odds and overcame sin I got it out the mud in yellow wheat Timbs Now I put in overtime to put on for my kin Yeah I remember when I remember when I remember when I put in overtime and overcame sin Aye look Some things you just gotta get off your chest sometimes man I had to let that go Rest in peace to my moms Pops I hope you good wherever you at If I got a brother or sister out there I love you too Yeah