(I Kinda Hate Seeing You) Happy (feat. Lil Peet & NPR)

Ayo, pardon me if I sound obsessed I sound vindictive but I need to get this shit off my chest Cause I've been going through my life for way too long without direction Thought you'd be my better half, you were just a dirty reflection Now I'm stressin' every day while another man counts his blessings You're so much better than him but I'm not sending you that message Cause you dicked me over so quickly, I thought that you'd regret it But you're happier than ever and now I just look pathetic But whatever, that's all fine Had an intervention so divine Can't be his if you can't be mine Got a good dick but it can't beat mine Yeah, I'm tired of being nice Let myself get fucked right over twice So while I hope we can be friends again one day, now I'm about that spite I wonder what you think of me A stranger or an enemy? I know I've done some petty shit Forgive me if I send the beat You still mean a lot to me But music is my centerpiece A liar's way too good for you So here's the facts, honestly I don't know what you're doing tonight But if you're having fun, I might just ruin your life It's not that I don't care, and I don't mean to be crappy I'm glad you're doing well but I kinda hate seeing you happy Ayo, happiness objective Gettin' bitches, my directive I say love, that's the message Gave my homie $50 for some contraceptives Rap right now but I don't know where this shit headed L Ron Hubbard on xenu and dianetics Ititarod dogs, you flyin off on the sleds And word on the walls, there's water where the lead is And up on my dick, that's where yo girl's head is Hah, bitch, how could I ever be jealous? You ain't happy, you pretentious zealots overzealous Make the earth quake, yo ass fall in the crevice Look like the type of jit who eats hot lettuce, yeah Pussyfooting politics, pockets getting fatter Take yourself serious, I met that shit with laughter B.A.A.D.'s greatest rapper, you call me the B.A.A.D. master I don't know what you're doing tonight But if you're having fun, I might just ruin your life It's not that I don't care, and I don't mean to be crappy I'm glad you're doing well but I kinda hate seeing you happy Are you happy now? Are you happy now? (I kinda hate seeing you happy) Are you happy now? Are you happy now? Is this life I live the one that I deserve? (Deserve, deserve, deserve) If I had to have my shitty days, yours should've came first (first, first) Know your fuckin' worth Hey, what's got you so vague? Why you actin' kinda fake? You be raisin' up the stakes cause you avoid me like the plague I ain't change nothin' 'bout me I know changes when I see Now what's changed is that you flee anytime I try to speak Was it something that I said? I can't figure out your head All that's done is needless dread Why you make me feel so dead? I'm just tryna be your friend There is nothing to amend Nothing that caused any end Always put our talk on pend I can't stand anymore of this social drought Don't get what this whole disconnect's about I bet you put me off just for fuckin' clout Just another way to get your ego out Guess I'm just another part of the order Where you ghost your friends and put them in a border In the back of a corridor tryna figure out what you resent me for Well it's been some years and I've moved along But I still got a feat on this song And shit's been pent up for too damn long So I don't care if any of what I say is wrong I know your name isn't Kennedy But sometimes I wish you'd eat a can-o-deez Well goddammit, now I just sound mean I just wanna know why you've resented me, please I don't know what you're doing tonight But if you're having fun, I might just ruin your life It's not that I don't care, and I don't mean to be crappy I'm glad you're doing well but I kinda hate seeing you happy Are you happy now? Are you happy now? (I kinda hate seeing you happy) Are you happy now? Are you happy now? (Bring it back again) Are you happy now? (I don't know what you're doing tonight) Are you happy now? (But if you're having fun I might just ruin your life) Are you happy now? (It's not that I don't care and I don't mean to be crappy) Are you happy now? (I'm glad you're doing well but I kinda hate seeing you)