Don't Say You Hate Me!

Damn I showed a lil too much of myself When things were going wrong, pretend I don't need help Now I was wasted away in a corner Standing right next to me, but now I'm a loner Every night I be regretting missed decisions Could've made ya mine, I missed with precision Stuck in a paradigm, back to my old ways All this shit started way back in the 9th grade A little trip down memory lane won't ease the pain Seeing regrets, and missteps, won't feel the same Yea you steered clear of me, I'll stay up in my own lane Shit restarting, things are different, now I'm 18 18, baby, don't say you hate me! Your the one that's on my mind, it drives me crazy 18, baby, please say you love me I'm just hoping you'll put no one else above me Now I'm cruising, Volvo, shit could get ugly Ugly, fugly, don't care what you call me Call me, text me, even voicemail me Trying break up this tension, between you and me Don't know how it got like this, it's a tragedy Got me sitting here, wondering what's happened to me? To me, cranking Godwin, sail the 7 seas The windows down, all black, with an ocean breeze Might just lay back, recline and rest in peace Drown myself in sorrow, Seas above me Put my head down, reflect on my actions This action story, a hero, no satisfaction! Hoping one day I'll make it all up to you, aye! Turn my regrets into some shit that won't fade away Meanwhile, my heart broke, that shit on display It's on auction, aisle 9, it's up for layaway 18, baby, don't say you hate me! Your the one that's on my mind, it drives me crazy 18, baby, please say you love me I'm just hoping you'll put no one else above me Now I'm cruising, Volvo, shit could get ugly Ugly, fugly, don't care what you call me Call me, text me, even voicemail me Tryna break up this tension, between you and me All the time, yea shit ,was us against the world!- 'Gainst the world, left with nothing, makes my stomach curl Keep between you and me, I hope you turned out ok! In the end, I still need- you by me, everyday!