Identity Crisis

I've been making music since a young nigga on my 3ds Back then I wasn't looking for success I just knew I had drive I still got it now but I barely have time Stay on the grind Identity crisis like the fuck am I Bitch I'm alazmyn you better not deny I see the future play out in my third eye Not shooting my shot lil nigga this a drive by Alazy depressed then I vent it out huh Bitch you disgusting like sour kraut huh I make a hating nigga blackout Nuke his whole crib turn his life into fallout Calm down I lose my temper sometimes but that's life and shit Talented young nigga tryna to benefit Off of my talent but niggas don't get it I only left out my emotions to spit it Traumas painted on my mixtapes A l a z m y n tryna escape Had my heart broken to pieces so I had to pick it all up And fix that shit with tape Nigga I started rapping cause of mistake Took me a bit but I got my flow in shape Niggas don't want it but still I'm coming out gunning And yeah I'm running this god damn beat bruh it's stunning uh huh Too many dreams too many talents Too many names where is the balance Too many channels I went and created Which is the best that's left to be debated Too many claims that I'm greatest Way to much pain yet to be sedated So I create another alter ego just to vacate it I'm so stressed out gotta take it slow today Been keeping my insecurities at bay I've loosing passion why it go away Go away why it go away I'm so stressed out gotta take it slow today Been keeping my insecurities at bay I've loosing passion why it go away Go away why it go away This shit ain't guaranteed uh huh but yet I still can see That this shit was meant for me uh huh that's why I still proceed I'm still making big moves ain't tripping on shit nigga worry bout you uh huh Life be hard but as long as I'm ray you gone see a big smile on my face Write my name in the sky with stars uh I'm always and forever Let this passion leave me never Bitch my light gone shine forever I got passion inside my veins All the pain and the set backs that I had I look back the past to compare my paths And stand proud of the days that hone my craft I'm like yuh Ain't no villain but every mf around me gone feel it I got a vision for me and my life and whoever don't like it can move out the way I seen a lotta niggas and a lotta niggas get a bag and just threw it away But I'm not a lotta niggas and a lotta niggas isn't me imma stay in the paint I gotta do it me and dreams Do it for the fam my crew homies inc Do it for the niggas supporting vids Do it for the ones that don't want me win Cause I gotta chip on my shoulder to flip I love it I need it I don't have choice Always and forever they will know my name I put that on me put the zord to the flame And add it to ray I'm so stressed out gotta take it slow today Been keeping my insecurities at bay I've loosing passion why it go away Go away why it go away I'm so stressed out gotta take it slow today Been keeping my insecurities at bay I've loosing passion why it go away Go away why it go away