LOST IN A HOUR GLASS

Fucking White boy on the track Never fucking chasing the pack Test me and run it back Turn your back, I'm a fucking heart attack Attack, I dare you, cold and blue if you do Never looking for problems, don't want to solve them Solve them No more-cold nights I fight fucking harder If I die martyr, I'll wave to my father Wave to my father, yeah Wave to my brother, wave to my mother They like how a goth boy sound so good Don't trust the words they stutter Heads in a gutter, they a snake in butter There lies clutter, mother shit ain't feel like no more 1980 Life feels 180, need a real lady She ain't a real lady if she fucking shady She a shady baby Hold up Hold up Hold up Hold up Wait a minute, let me say it all They lie behind your back waiting for your fall Bitch, stand up like you're fucking tall Don't put your back in the wall Even if you got to crawl Even if you got to crawl Hold up Wait a minute, let me say it all I ain't perfect but I still stand up Put a lil THC in my cup Help me wake up Gotta wake up gotta make up for the past Never put myself last Never put myself last in this fucking hourglass Never put myself last in this fucking hourglass Feeling real low No Feeling real low Never wait to grab the weight Put it all on my plate Got fucking special traits To never hesitate Don't care what you insinuate Dedicate to better myself every day Better myself every day Better myself every day Better myself every day Better myself every day One. two, three, praying god feels what my heart stimulates Appreciate everything I'm gonna cultivate Please still watch and wait for my date Mate, I got first place in this race Don't disgrace my pace My pace Give grace to my fallen brothers Bring roses to their mothers Recover to live on for my dead fam Moving up this hill, trying not to feel What peels my core away every day