So lonely

Trying to find a way to get off this depression Cant take the pain and stressing Really got me second guessing If life really is a blessing I've learned some hard lessons Got me so lonely uh I can't get any sleep Got myself too sick to eat About to fall to my knees Cant even get out of bed I'm too weak Cant do anything I'm beat Yeah my issues are deep God knows I'm trying He sees me crying Knows I'm close to dying Lately so much on my mind Wondering if ill make it out this time I'm so lonely So lonely So lonely So lonely So lonely So lonely So lonely Lonely Lonely Lonely Lonely I hate it when I'm sober Sometimes I cant wait for it to be over The devil be tapping me on the shoulder I'm so much colder I got down real low I could smile and no one would know Seems lately I've been forced to face my fears Now only numbness can't stop my tears I can feel gods plan for me is near Yo I know I'm strong Man felt like I was too far gone I mean am I wrong It was so long Till I could leave the past and move on Got to do better uh My son getting older If he has a problem he can lay it on my shoulder I'm So lonely So lonely So lonely So lonely So lonely So lonely So lonely Lonely Lonely Lonely Lonely