Table 14

I don't dance at weddings Table 14 is my safe haven People don't see it They wouldn't believe it It's myself that refrains me from joining in Mom and dad tried to raise a social butterfly Instinctively, though she feels best when she's paralyzed People must wonder, she didn't say hi It's hard to give answers when you don't know why But besides, weddings always made me cry I'll just sit alone at table 14 Pretend to just let it all go and try to breathe In the fragrance of fall White rustic walls Visions and blush in the heat of it all Makes me self-conscious and anxious and dangerously aware But nobody cares So I'll stare from table 14 And I can't help but wonder How to translate a culture that speaks in code Reading their faces Its literal I know A masquerade party They put on a show But when it comes to reading I've always been slow I'll just sit alone at table 14 Watch how people pick up their coats and decipher their identities In the fragrance of fall White rustic walls Visions and blush in the heat of it all Makes me self-conscious and anxious and dangerously aware But nobody cares So I'll stare from table 14 I was the girl in school who never raised her hand Mom and Dad said ask questions but they'll never understand That people are harmful by nature they can Say anything that's lethal When you're in no man's land But pain like this is only learned first hand I'll just sit alone at table 14 Pretend to just let it all go and try to breathe In the fragrance of fall White rustic walls Visions and blush in the heat of it all Intoxicating, stimulating Don't forget to breathe in your air There no room for despair So I'll stare from table 14