Talking To Satan (feat. Kidd Quan)

I know that you think I'm a junkie, it's why you can't trust me, it's why you don't love me, yeah I've been all alone on my own, this life shit a joke, but none of this fuck shit be funny And I'm double-sipping Patron, stinging my throat, I feel that shit all in my tummy And I'm always walking alone, there's nowhere to go, I'm feeling straight dead like a mummy And I'm never tripping for hoes, I'm driving the boat, don't come to me unless it's about money I guess it's the way that life goes, so dead and so cold, can't count on nobody for nothing Too lost in my head, I'm unknown, roll up and smoke, because I swear it's never sunny I get high, to balance the lows, this shit getting old, these people around me fucking judge me Constantly I'm faded to forget about the hatred Not apparent to the public, cause my mind's too fucking dangerous Just explain myself in music, this the picture I've been painting I can never talk shit out, because I get too fucking anxious Fake love, fake love, internet text, and a breakup, break trust Tell me why the fuck I fucking hate us Hate, love, damage in my brain, I just need patience, patience You don't understand my situation, it's dangerous Demons take my body, different types of occasions Feel like I'm alone and I can never escape this People talking bout me while I'm talking to Satan, I'm talking to Satan Hello, no one is available to take your call, please leave a message I know that you think I'm a junkie, it's why you can't trust me, it's why you don't love me, yeah I've been all alone on my own, this life shit a joke, but none of this fuck shit be funny And I'm double sipping Patron, stinging my throat, I feel that shit all in my tummy And I'm always walking alone, there's nowhere to go, I'm feeling straight dead like a mummy And I'm never tripping for hoes, I'm driving the boat, don't come to me unless it's about money I guess it's the way that life goes, so dead, so cold, can't count on nobody for nothing Too lost in my head, I'm unknown, roll up and smoke because I swear it's never sunny I get high, to balance the lows, this shit getting old, these people around me fucking judge me Every day I gotta say that I'm fine, every day I gotta live through a lie Acting like I haven't been through a lot, acting like I'm superhuman is stupid I don't wanna do it, I'm not gonna fake, don't even ask if I'm feeling okay I don't really wanna deal with today, I don't want nothing to do with nobody You don't know me just cause you've been around me, I just be letting you think it's that way Yeah, I'ma show you a smile today, bet you tonight I'ma drown in my pain Nobody's there for me when I need help, I deal with all of this shit by myself Can't think of anyone who's really there, where the fuck are you if you really care Cause you ain't around when I'm down on my luck, you don't give a fuck, it ain't nothing new to me I know that I ain't the person I used to be, constantly deal with depression, abusing me Sad part about it is that I got used to it, now I'm expecting this shit This ain't how I wanna live, but I think this is as good as it gets But maybe I'm wrong, maybe one day I'll wake up and I'll really believe I belong But until then I'll pretend that I'm strong, and just put all of my pain in my songs Hoping that somebody play it and hear what I'm saying and feel all the pain in my thoughts I hope they feel all the pain in my thoughts I feel like I'm talking to Satan, Devil on my shoulder think that angel's on vacation Oh with no consent from me I hate this conversation, my brain's been invaded, demons in my thoughts all day And now I feel like I'm talking to Satan, Devil on my shoulder think that angel's on vacation Oh with no consent from me I hate this conversation, my brain's been invaded, demons in my thoughts all day