DISTORTED REFLECTIONS (feat. JDR)

Are you living or are you in doubt The pain will live on, there's no other route But you are stuck in, no other way out Nobody can hear or save you, so you better not shout You don't wanna mess with the overdriven kid Scrapped two EPS, and an album, called it "mid" "Can I listen to it" nope I forbid But the real question is "What's next?" (Well) Failures gonna wanna see you Take a grasp on you, and live thru Success doesn't have one clue How to free you and that's, his truth Oh, they all wanna see you fall You want the world? You cant have it all Your stuck underwater, you stuck in a trawl You stuck on a verse? Cant help you at all With all the Time I wasted is now my biggest failure Man I don't know what to do, guess I really need a savior From this fucking stress Haunting me Want to leave But I cant retreat Guess I gotta stay awake cause I'm the main lead But now my eyes deceit I fell from the top then the ground, and now my body weak The only thing I can do now is let my body bleed Let it rot Till the sirens go off Then you'll know its me I'll pop a melatonin cause I wont get decent sleep I'll pop my inhaler so I can finally breath I need a moment to think Body bleed Just let it rot The sirens went off Ya you know its me I've tried everything that I could But the pain wont leave Fentanyl, vicodin, tylenol, even morphine Nothing works for it to just let me be 20 grams of melatonin and zyrtec makes me weak I can not feel myself, my emotions have lost the deep Oh, It's not gambling if I know imma win 'Cause if I lose then my life has worked itself, back where I began Back at it again If it's not workin' out, then workin' now, is what I need the most, how Do you just patronize my worth, my credit is one of a ghost town No wonder I haven't been getting as far The treachery stains have been opening scars Use me for product, then leave me out far But I learned to walk, now I'm setting the bar You can't tell me who to be if you don't know yourself Your justitude's in overdrive, now pin-point whos dust's on the shelf Ashes, ashes, all around, the choice of now is like no other Sand is runnin' out for cover So tell me who's the bigger brother? Hey what's up? I'm a man of my own failure's People think I'm going crazy Guess I really need a savior Got an ego in my head Shit I'll deal with that voice later I'm dealing with the broken promises Grasping for what's now failure 13 G's can't hold themselves Need a camcorder and a nice hotel But you couldn't tell the difference if it hit you face Now the 'tel is burnin' down 'n we need a little space I know you aren't busy 24/7 To confront your dreams, you would give 'em confessions Now give us some lee-way and work towards the goal Or we all shall rot next to coulda been souls But Is that really your goal? Your ego took over 'n put you in auction Saying your priceless, then you won't get sold What's good was then, but you lost your options Fuck your numbers, what you say? I went deaf after your numbers got botted Narcissist lyin? I watched you get started Good luck without me, you're done if departed (I said) Overdrive, but I'm over mine It's called, overwork for some peace of mind Bring it back to an older time But I'd rather not, I like this design Swap brains, you wouldn't handle mine You call that pathetic I call that a sign You're grasping for help For me, I decline I can do it myself I can make up my mind Uh, ill make up my mind I don't want peace, and I don't got time Wait, back, now reverse that My sins lap, causin' lost chats Sisyphus told me, "continue that climb" But we always knew, that I'd fall back in line I'll put on my mask 'n flip my frown-side With opposite smiles, man I'm losin' my mind I'm just going in and out My body's falling, what about it? Gonna go another route? I might take another shot at it and I'll I'm just going in and out My body's falling, what about it? Gonna go another route? I might take another shot at it for a Tug 'n pull, furthermore Parabellum, yea I'm ready for war Now I can't fucking sleep As I'm waitin' for the years to restore All that time, the money, the blood, the war To be put in the middle, and findin' that core An evil eye now that's worn Only to realize, that evil eye prepped me for more