Again

How you gon' judge me from the outside lookin' in Tell me some shit niggas won't do and they made Thought is Tryna win, I tried to heal from all my pain But I still took it to the chin And now I do this shit again and again and again Before the storm, yeah I was low and they had Thought That it had took me, glad I changed to you I'm still that same nigga when you wouldnt book me Now I'm gettin' in comin' bets, but I'm the prize Now I'm the bookie Shit, I just changed my life, it ain't my fault They overlook me Flew to Florida, was forced to a mansion party And they thought the aroma shook me But the good outweigh the bad, on top of that I ain't no rookie Zoned out, buzzed light, year, I still popped out with the woody Took some losses, lost a leg, but I'm on two feet I'm talkin' fully Now I do this shit again Talkin' again, again Back then, yeah, I had many men I changed, I still got many men They wish death upon me I push the p so they ain't got a chance Now I got an army That keep me hot when I don't see a fan I den picked and, push the pack, no pickle pepper I ain't Peter Pan I grew up with two parents in the home But I didn't see the plan Day to day was grieving' pain Yeah, you would see me on my knees again I started usin' God That's how I found out how to be a man How you gon' judge me When there's some people said they love Said you can't fault me for my faults Cause you don't love Yeah, I couldn't say what love is Now I could say I'm lovely I found a love within myself That way no one else could judge How you gon' judge Seein' my sister struggle Give me throwbacks How you gon' judge I can help but, what's the point If she gon' go back How you gon' judge It ain't shit that I could do And I know that All this pressure on my mind That's why I roll that Say I've been thinkin' to myself Cause they ain't tell me love can blow back Yeah, I'm still here through all the lies Cause I'm waitin Waitin' for you So I just sit right by the mic And share my feelings Cause every time they fed me shit I need a feelin Uh, uh That's how I'm feelin With all this pressure on my back It was just some shit I had to feelin And I can do it cause you by my side Lord all the time And I know you willin Yeah, you willin It's in my heart You know it's time to start to healing It's better than havin' pain Without the answers Thinkin' kill Yeah, I've been gamblin' with myself Despite the love I blame the dealin To see her go on through this pain I blow his brains right to the How you gon' judge me from the outside Lookin' in Tell me some shit you wont do Uh, uh I tried to heal from all my pain But I still took it to the chin And I'd do the shit Again and again and again Talk to the Lord I ask Him what He's seein' me This life that I was livin I thought that's all I'd ever be Said I've been talkin' to the Lord I ask Him what He seein' me Because this life that I was I thought that's all I'd ever be Said I've been talkin' to the Lord I ask Him when He's seein' me I thought that's all I'd ever be Said I've been talkin' to the Lord I ask Him when He's seein' me Because this life that I was Said I've been talkin' to the Lord I ask Him what He's seein' me Because this life that I was livin I thought that's all I'd ever be All I ever be Ohhh Ohhh Ohhh Ohhhhh Ohhh Ohh Ohhh Ohhh Ohhh