Lessons

Every time I've lost people say you gotta jump right back up, and I disagree with that After you lose, or when you get knocked out, stay down there for a minute Understand why you lost Yeah, I had to celebrate some losses too Lesego told me I should pray when I make it through Well, I pray when I'm doing good, cause God is good He came along when I couldn't move Yeah, I broke up with my ex last week I won't lie, man, this shit hits deep It's a life lesson, had to take a defeat Had to protect my heart, had to stand on my feet I had to stack all these greens, man Yeah, we had a good time, I won't lie And time is what, money can't buy For a moment, man, I wish I could die I'm not good with goodbyes, she was still on my mind Now she's out of my mind, and I'm back on the grind Man, I'm moving the time, I swear I'm doing fine Bro, I can't complain, cause I'm still in a run And I'm dealing with pain, while I'm still having fun So my dad passed away when I was only seven But I know that the nigga went straight to heaven He was never ever perfect in any level But I know God probably picked a decent angel It's hard when you lose people that show you what love is You doubt you can love again in the healing process Every single day you wonder if you make a progress Cause you beat the moments and get beaten by the moment Yeah, I got slapped by the moment, nigga I had to celebrate some losses too I had to adapt for some lessons too I had to put hope on God that I'd make it through Can't lose my life and still lose you too I had to keep one just to make it through Yeah, I learned my lessons too You gotta think first, when you bust a move Yeah, I learned my lessons too I had to celebrate some losses too I had to adapt for some lessons too I had to put hope on God that I'd make it through Can't lose my life and still lose you too So, I had to keep one just to make it through Yeah, I learned my lessons dude You gotta think first, when you bust a move Yeah, I learned my lessons too Lately I been scared to be alone I'm afraid of my own zone Not forgetting my own thoughts There are things you can't heal from When you clean up your mind, it forms in a heart, dawg When it's not in your heart, then it creates a mind block I think what's in the mind is in a heart dawg Take lesson, this ain't no small talk I used to fight with my mother every day I got anger, I can't really show it any day She's my queen and I love her heavily She grew up bad in a really bad family So, instead of blaming her, I'm just trying to be a better me Asking for forgiveness Using these melodies for everybody that I've hurt I pray you to get peace and harmony I'm nobody's enemy I had to celebrate some losses too I had to adapt for some lessons too I had to put hope on God that I make it through Can lose my life and still lose you too So, I had to keep on just to make it through Yeah, I learned my lessons too You gotta think first, when you bout to move Yeah, I learned my lessons too Why are you down here Why did you lose Why did you get knocked out Because if you just jump right back up though, you're gonna lose again And again, and you're gonna continue to lose the same way