Weight of Sin (feat. Kryptian Beats)

Weight of my sin Weight of my sin Weight of my sin Weight of my sin My sister woke up in a psychotic ward one day and that shook me I woke up high on my drugs married with 2 kids and that really shook me I felt the pain of it all the weight of the world the fake that I am that shook me Dreaming of making it all living the fast of it all and that shook me I see all the fake that I am dreaming the stars of the grams I see the deceit that I am wannabe gang and born again My homie came home from federal prison and I cried many tears Was to afraid to see him suffer man I was so afraid outta my fears One night was chillin with home girl a week late she took her life blamed myself that night and drank away all the tears and looked at life Had to take a pause at life but went cold with many strife Angry at myself angry asking why angry tears that fail at life Weight of my sin Wait for my end I been rescued I been rescued Oppression on me He took the weight off I been rescued I been rescued Jesus my God My savior I look too I look too I been feeling the weight of my sin Please God change my heart from within Weight of my sin Wait for my end I been rescued I been rescued Oppression on me He took the weight off I been rescued I been rescued Jesus my God My savior I look too I look too I been feeling the weight of my sin Please God change my heart from within You should never trust yourself how deranged we really are How the greatest to the poorest to the strongest to the weakest we all fall To the most righteous to the faithless how fake everything is The immensity of my sin I could literally feel the weight in my skin Calculated, callous, mapping every step for my gain Some people I knew back in that life lost their lives to some lame I feel the hate that feel like I wanna take that revenge I feel fake I feel literally dying like I'm climbing up calvary hill Keep leaning on myself to produce for more gain and fame Feel empty chasing fake rather do this for your name want to lean on your good way please teach me Lord today I myself cannot do anything you can do it in Jesus name Weight of my sin Wait for my end I been rescued I been rescued Oppression on me He took weight off I been rescued I been rescued Jesus my God My savior I look too I look too I been feeling the weight of my sin Please God change my heart from within Weight of my sin Wait for my end I been rescued I been rescued Oppression on me He took weight off I been rescued I been rescued Jesus my God My savior I look too I look too I been feeling the weight of my sin Please God change my heart from within