resentment

I'm dying, I'm living, I'm richer than ever I'm praying, I'm sinning, I'm trying to do better My closet's expensive, just look at the leather Don't ask me if I'm sober, cause I'm higher forever If I fall off the edge, girl, are we dying together It's like my life a movie, can we change the director? Can we change up the setting Leave me with a feeling that I'm never forgetting Leave me with a demon that's disguised as a blessing Yeah, you did me wrong, but now to me you're a lesson, a lesson to learn Please don't come after me, just let me burn Take off the mask from me, show me your hurt I got an open casket with my first name engraved At first I was so downbad for you, but now you're Nothing, you're nothing, you're nothing, you're nothing to me You know you're nothing, you're nothing, right now you're just a nothing to me I feel like you're watching the bad things that are coming for me I gotta tell you that you're nothing to me I gotta tell you, you mean nothing Ok, I lied, you mean a little something Cause when I feel you next to me, my chest, it gets to thumping I can't even control, my heart just gets to jumping I'm stuttering my words, yeah, my head could barely function It's probably cause those pills again No, no, realistically, can you try to be real again I'm off this ecstasy, I hope it helps me feel again No, they're not meant for me, this backwood help me heal again I don't think that you will again, no I heard you said you missed me, but it's not what it seems I know you're in my dreams, and you know that you mean Nothing, you're nothing, you're nothing, you're nothing to me You know you're nothing, you're nothing, right now you're just a nothing to me I feel like you're watching the bad things that are coming for me I gotta tell you that you're nothing to me I gotta tell you, you mean nothing