My Mind is a Zoo Exhibit and I am the Animal (feat. VNDTA)

So much wasted time, is my life really worth my living I just get fucked up and waste my days my happiness is fleeting Can't forgive myself for what I done to still be breathing I sit and patiently await demise to come retrieve me How much fucking longer do I try to even keep up the facade of having all my shit together like my brain aint rotted out Endless days of constant pacing Every drug that you could name I'm fucking chasing just to drown out all the voices and the doubt Feel like I'm always decaying, sitting and waiting While the time goes by Internally always debating, always berating Never been happy inside Feel like an animal trapped in my cage I only suffer and I'm suffocating Only feel decent when I'm medicating But my bad habits are catching me fading. I'm stuck at the bottom of the food chain Been betrayed by my own brain Can't fake everyday, can't restrain Gonna lose my fucking mind, drugged up so much I can't think straight Can't beat these addictions Can't cure these afflictions Got my body full of scars and inscriptions And a head full of fucked up premonitions Yeah Lately, I've been feelin low Gettin high, gettin stoned Getting by with my woes Numb gettin really slow Bump to this if you know What I'm talkin bout But if you don't Be grateful, Be glad, the world ain't make you this hateful Or sad Boo-hoo, I'll cry you a river Stamp my pain and deliver In the rain I don't shiver Liquor rains in my liver Liquid brains for dinner Breakfast, or lunch Forever stay a sinner Little bitches in my rear view mirror Left'em behind just so I could see clearer Puppy ass hoes still barkin cause they bitter Salty since they got left behind in the litter Lately, I've been feelin low Gettin high, gettin stoned Getting by with my woes Numb gettin really slow