War scars

You ever look inside the mirror, it ain't who you supposed to be I carry boulders on my shoulders like I'm Hercules I cry alone, yeah, I ain't had nobody comfort me I got so many wounds, that can't be fixed with surgery Momma and daddy bust their ass but still ate pork and beans I told them, give me time and we gon' live in luxury My mama died and it's like Christmas, no surprise I blow these clouds and hope you catch them in the sky, yeah Said every time I get high, I sit and think about you Why you lie up in my face when it ain't hard to tell the truth And I made so many mistakes, gave my heart away for free I was too busy loving you, so I forgot to love me And I'm praying for this world just know all hearts be the same We only getting older like oil, we all need a change I'm trying to step up to the top, this ain't no crate challenge I ain't trying to spend my money, I'm just trying to up my balance They wanna to see you failing when they see you doing good My nigga had potential, never made it out the hood You ever look inside the mirror, it ain't who you supposed to be I carry boulders on my shoulders like I'm Hercules I cry alone, yeah, I ain't had nobody comfort for me I got so many wounds, that can't be fixed with surgery Momma and daddy bust their ass but still ate pork and beans I told them give me time, and we gon' live in luxury My momma died, and it's like Christmas, no surprise I blow these clouds and hope you catch them in the sky And I can't lie when I'm alone, I cry to myself Remember times down on my ass, and I ain't had no help Still screaming, fuck school, it's really just a trap Seen some people go for 20 years, still living in the drought How the fuck you gon say, I can't make it with this rapping shit You just mad cause you got five kids, probably should've rapped your shit Feel like God put me on this earth to be the chosen one My nigga think he bulletproof, but really, all it take is one Loyalty will get you hurt and pride will get you killed That's why I hide behind my smile, cause I don't want to feel The more you give to people, more they take advantage Single forever, cause I'm always took for granted You ever look inside the mirror, it ain't who you supposed to be I carry boulders on my shoulders like I'm Hercules I cry alone, yeah, I ain't had nobody comfort me I got so many wounds, they can't be fixed with surgery Mama and daddy bust the ass, but still ain't pork and beans I told them, give me time and we gon' live in luxury My momma died and it's like Christmas, no surprise I blow these clouds in hopes you catch them in the sky In the sky Catch them in the sky