To Be Real(TBR)

Too many thoughts in my brain It's some shit I can't let go With this dream that I chase I can't hold it in no more Turning my L's into lessons Prayers ain't been working Put my pain in a pencil So no one know I been hurting Niggas been real suspicious That's why I stay to myself Stay solo Don't ever ask anybody For help Gotta remain humble Never can forget the struggle Always stood ten toes down Ain't ever had to let up I ain't been getting no sleep A nigga been stressing Everytime I see the sun I thank god for another blessing I wake up with shit always on my mind Thinking bout different ways I can Come up off a grind Wish that I could go back in time Go back to them good memories Wishing life was like How it used to be I feel my problems too deep That's why I don't get to sleep Everytime I think it's all good That shits pull me in deep I be sleep all day so I can Get away from my thoughts I be drifting away so my mind can Get across Got my mind on different shit Can't pay attention to the thots I got that higher voltage I'm like a hundred fucking watts All the emotions I got Feel like I got hit wit a hunnid shots Nobody was there when I Needed them the most Don't like to speak on my feelings Cause I don't like to choke Don't be looking for the friends Cause eventually everybody gone fold Too many thoughts in my brain It's some shit I can't let go With this dream that I chase I can't hold it in no more Turning my L's into lessons Prayers ain't been working Put my pain in a pencil So no one know I been hurting Niggas been real suspicious That's why I stay to myself Stay solo dolo Don't ever ask anybody For help Gotta remain humble Never can forget the struggle Always stood ten toes down Ain't ever had to let up Sometimes I feel like I fucked up Wish I could just restart it all I just want to get rich fuck the fame I just wanna ball When I'm in the booth A nigga feel like I'm 12 feet tall Scared to speak on emotions Cause I have been let down Too many people don't wanna see you Come Up off the ground I be feeling locked in my thoughts Been searching for the key Misunderstood been trying to find people To understand me Shit'll drive you crazy But you let it be Can't let it all out Even if I wanted to Cause they gone use what you said Just to use it up against you Niggas said I done changed But ain't try to adjust I said I'm going through shit Y'all just don't give no fucks Fucked around wit mfs that I shouldn't If I could take it back I probably wouldn't Cause that shit made me The person that I am Can't change it cuz I guess that was all in gods plan Demons on me bad Trying to run as fast I can Too many thoughts in my brain It's some shit I can't let go With this dream that I chase I can't hold it in nomo Turning my L's into lessons Prayers ain't been working Put my pain in a pencil So no one know I been hurting Niggas been real suspicious That's why I stay to myself Stay solo Don't ever ask anybody For help Gotta remain humble Never can forget the struggle Always stood ten toes down Ain't ever had to let up