Fake wealth

I was told by all my teachers I have instability. I move alone and in silence because I live in this city I'm pretty antisocial, not much life in my proximity. I lost my fucking mind before I lost my damn virginity I'm always on the bus, I ain't got money for a chaufer Ask me how my day is, I say pretty mediocre Know like her money, but I absolutely hate your wife And if money buys my happiness, I fucking hate my life Hiding in the family washroom even though I never had one My best friend is my mom's ex's mom's grandson Fifteen and a half years, none of them were ever handsome Words can get you killed, but I'm not new to taking stupid chances Most of these rappers talking about riches, how original We stereotyped as a genre as the fucking criminals We supposed to be the inspiration to the little ones, but we the reason that they growing up to be some prisoners I work a nine to five except I'm working eight to four I work illegal hours cause we need the money more My mom's a waitress and my stepdad doesn't have a job The fuckers laid him off and now I'm hoping they get robbed I got a fear of missing out which is pretty ironic considering I talk a lot but somehow always get forgotten Maybe we should bring him to a party, make him leave his home No, I think we'll leave him sitting in the dark alone It's called a hustle, but the hustle hustles me a lot Running on a 30 minute sleep for like a month Always in my school hoodie, never get the time to change Reppin' Notre Dame even though I fucking hate that place Every day I wake up knowing I'ma have to fake a smile Gotta make sure that my sister grows up as a happy child She know I'ma make it and although my monthly listeners is low, I'ma go 30 to 100 like the dashboard I wonder how much more until they start to take me serious I guess the people choosing that are probably delirious I know that I don't have a lot of fame right now but that'll come Try and name another 15 year old with an album If you drinking stars then you probably can't get with this because it's shit for my people Paying their parents' rent For my people Working 40 hour weeks, maybe more It's a poorly managed, understaffed, sketchy ass store Sprintin just to catch the bus stealing stuff to feed myself Probably the reason that I'll grow up never seeing wealth Missing out on memories just to make the melodies Just for those to get lucky to see about 11 streams but I don't care about the numbers Explain why my grades are low I'd rather be a bum than have a living as a naked hoe You thought that I was good at nothing, you should go and think again And the safest option is for me and you to make amends