REGRET

Sittin all alone in a dark room Thinking to myself what is left Alcohol and weed is what I consume Tryna get this pressure off my chest But it's getting harder just for me to breathe I really wish the pain would fade away I use to pray to god but now I don't believe I'm fighting just to live another day Sometimes I wonder is it worth it though I think I'm ready just for it to end Will I be ready if it's time to go Happiness is to hard to pretend I hide behind a smile just so you can feel Like everything is gonna be alright The love I hold for you is so real I'm holding tight but I'm losing this fight I did a lot of things I'm not proud of (not proud of) I live a life of regret (of regret) I did a lot of things I'm not proud of (not proud of) Sometimes I wish I could forget (just forget) I did a lot of things I'm not proud of (not proud of) I live a life of regret (of regret) I did a lot of things I'm not proud of (not proud of) Sometimes I wish I could forget (just forget) Now I don't even care no more Keep on talking but I ain't gone hear Because the pain is too unbearable And I'm sick of living in the fear Demons always tryna keep me down I ain't go lie man they do it to I tried so many times to turn around It started after I dropped out of school Ended up hanging out in the streets Doing drugs just to pass the time Cold shivers underneath my sheets Aching bones all down my spine Another needle and another spoon Another problem cause I'm always wrong Another year now my time is soon Please don't remember me like this when I'm gone I did a lot of things I'm not proud of (not proud of) I live a life of regret (of regret) I did a lot of things I'm not proud of (not proud of) Sometimes I wish I could forget (just forget) I did a lot of things I'm not proud of (not proud of) I live a life of regret (of regret) I did a lot of things I'm not proud of (not proud of) Sometimes I wish I could forget (just forget)