Ride Or Die

I've been staying up at night tryna see the future through you Cuz I've been numb to life, I've been tryna dim the lights I just wanna make it, I'm indecisive Got many issues, I'mma fight back Let me know, are you gon' ride or die Are you gon' ride or die I've been tryna make it, I'm so damn crazy I know, know I need to make it Can't walk no more damn tightropes Are you gonna ride for me Are you gonna die for me Are you gon' cry for me Will you lie for me I'm so damn sorry I put you through hell You know I've always been mean to you, well You know I struggle with keeping myself in control I tell you when I'm on my way out Sometimes I stay out, but you were there When I had been at my lowest, I'm tired of people You tell me to hold it and let it go You listen to me when I need you the most You give me hope, you the one that I need to keep close On the edge when I'm feeling alone One shot to the head and I'm gone You give me hope, you the one that I need to keep close On the edge when I'm feeling alone One shot to the head and I'm gone If I disappear, will you miss me If I don't respond, will you text me I am not no angel, but I'm empty Take my soul away, heaven's dead sleep I've been staying up at night Trying to see the future through you Cause I've been numb to life I've been trying to dim the lights I just want to make it, I'm indecisive Got many issues, I'm a fight back, let me know Are you gonna ride or die Are you gonna ride or die I've been trying to make it I'm so damn crazy, I know No, I need to make it Can't walk no more damn tightropes Are you gonna ride for me Are you gonna die for me Are you gonna cry for me Will you lie for me I'm so damn sorry I told you I'm sorry, can you forgive me I know I make mistakes, I'm not a perfect person Wish I was, but then I'd be taken away You know what they say, legends die young But that ain't my price to pay Wish I could change, what would the cost be If my mentality stayed Damaged relationship, friends go away from me Can someone take me away Damaged relationship, I feel a change again I'm know that this ain't my place I don't belong here no more I'ma stay locked behind a closed door I don't wanna go out no more I've been getting thrown out for so long If I disappear, will you miss me If I don't respond, will you text me I am not no angel, but I'm empty Take my soul away, heaven's dead sleep