Lighters To The Sky

Wish I coulda tell you much I love You before you passed off Wish you coulda see the way I'm Ripping all these bands off Wish I could've look the future up Before the last call Bottled my emotions I'm just getting to the bag now I ain't even happy dawg I'm just Feeling heartless Telling me my nigga passed away From natural causes I'm just sitting reminiscing Where the fuck my dawg at Heart turned cold caz I know Yeen deserve all that See me yeen know me Yeen know that I was hurting Smiling everyday I hide my pain Behind a curtain Running from the pain I throw my Heart into a birkin Nobody ain't gon love you like you Love you And I'm certain Ive been in the trenches Ive been Begging god to help me I was I was at my lowest Bro I wasn't even working Trynna Trynna get the birkin Even Even tho I I'm hurting Got no time for dese bitches and I got no time to flirting Man I was so mad I was about to catch a body Goin through depression All I needed was somebody Crying out for help but I still ain't Seen nobody They ain't Fuckin with me so I ain't Fuckin wit nobody Niggas ain't support me now they Begging for support though Look at what they did me like I kept It in a photo I ain't even trippin no I ain't even Mad though Niggas wanna slide me out Niggas who my fam tho Cold cruel wrld my nigga Ion wan no fuckin love Showed all love my nigga All they did was fuck u up Rise to the top and they gon They'll take you out These niggas like crabs They Don't wan see a nigga make it out Tell What's this all about Is it all for fucking clout Is it all for money tell me Tell me Where'd that got you now Lost a Part of me when they Put you in that hellhole I'm just sitting hoping one day You hit my cellphone Wish I coulda tell you much I love Yoou before you passed off Wish you coulda see the way I'm Ripping all these bands off Wish I could've look the future up Before the last call Bottled my emotions I'm just getting to the bag now I ain't even happy dawg I'm just Feeling heartless Telling me my nigga passed away From natural causes I'm just sitting reminiscing Where the fuck my dawg at Heart turned cold caz I Know Yeen deserve all that I put my I'ma ball for you ima ball for you For my brothers that I lost I just gotta Be strong Ima ball for you Oh oh oh Wish I coulda tell you much I love you before you passed off Wish you coulda see the way I'm Ripping all these bands off Wish I could've look looked the Future up before the last call Bottled my emotions I'm just getting To the bag now I ain't even happy dawg I'm just Feeling heartless Telling me my nigga passed away From natural causes I'm just sitting reminiscing Where the fuck my dawg at hmeart turned cold caz I know Yeen deserve all that Jj only 17 Gave his life up to the street Uncle got the 32 October 2017 Kirk wasn't my father but I love him like my daddy Remember days we talking on phone man I was happy October 2019 I was really fighting I was only 17 rolling with my right piece Man I'm feeling so blue Wish I coulda told you How much I really love you But you got the bad news Now we lighting candles Didn't say a word I was supposed to say a verse But I was standing like a statue I was back high school I was getting ready for the papers Niggas left a hole in you like they stabbed you Tears I've cried if they could bring you back Ik they would Told me that you love me didn't say it back I wish I could Reminiscing bout the inner circle good Tell a nigga no they gun you down You know that's just the hood I put my I'ma ball for you ima ball for you For my brothers that I lost I just gotta be strong Ima ball for you Oh oh oh Wish I coulda tell you much I love you before you passed off Wish you coulda see the way I'm ripping all these bands off Wish I could've look the future up before the last call Bottled my emotions I'm just getting to the bag now I ain't even happy dawg I'm just Feeling heartless Telling me my nigga passed away From natural causes I'm just sitting reminiscing Where the fuck my dawg at heart turned cold caz I know yeen deserve all that